“Yes,” he said, in a strong quiet voice. “I brought this on you,
Richard; for you warned me and I overruled your warning, being
sceptical without knowledge, which is the boast of fools. The man was
mad, and I thought to control him with reason, having failed in that
as in everything else. Now accursed shall I be in the eyes of my
co-trustee, your dear uncle.”
His mention of Uncle Jenico quite upset me again.
“O!” I cried violently, “what do _you_ matter! If you drown, you’ve
only yourself to thank. _He_ would have stopped my going, but I
wouldn’t tell him anything about it, because I thought it was nonsense
to be afraid. And now he’ll wait and wait, and we shall never come,
and it will break his heart.”
He stood before me, dripping wet, a most wretched, pathetic expression
on his face. It was due less, I knew, to despair than to sorrow over
my revolt against him. At the vision of it I was moved even against my
will to remorse.
“Well,” I said miserably, “I don’t want to put all the blame on you,
though you might have given me credit for a reason. You don’t know
what we know about the man, or his interest in shutting our mouths. I
ought to have told you, perhaps; but the secret was saving for another
who has more right to it. It doesn’t matter now. We only want to get
out of this--Mr. Pilbrow, do you hear? O, please think of something!
There must be a way! To stand here, and----”
“Richard!” he cried, in great emotion. He half advanced, holding out
his hand, then suddenly commanded himself, let it fall, and became in
a moment a figure of passionless resolution.
“You are right,” he said, dryly defining and articulating each word.
“This is no time for recriminations. We must compose ourselves--must
think. The way out of a trap is never the way in. That is where men
waste themselves. Now, tell me: nobody knows of our coming here?”
“Nobody,” I said, “nor saw us take the boat. There isn’t a hope of our
being rescued from the shore. We can’t see it, even; and if _we_ could
be made out here, who’s abroad to mark us? Besides, even if any one
did, there’s bare time, even now, to put off and cover the distance
before----”
“H’mph!” he pondered, frowning and fondling his gritty chin. Then he
turned to my friend.
“How long have we?” he asked.
Harry gave a desperate glance seawards.
“Say an hour here--perhaps two, if we climbed the wreck. But there’s
deep water between. Ah! you didn’t know that, did you? but there
is--and you----”
Joshua made a gesture of dissent.
“No,” he said, “I can’t swim. Leave me out of the question. But you
two can, I know. Why shouldn’t _you_ reach the shore?”
Harry shook his head.
“The tide’s running in, it’s true; but five miles, and in December!”
He ended with a despairing shrug.
“Very well,” said Joshua, so prompt and decided that he made us jump.
“Then the wreck’s our one asset; and we’ll just go and see the best
use we can make of it.”
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