“Ho!” she exclaimed, with decision. “Well, I must believe my ears for
the future, I suppose, when they accuses me of curihosity, and
pryingness into things which people no doubt has their very good
reasons for keeping dark, and not becoming to a decent woman to
pollute herself with hearing. I thank you for your consideration, Mr.
Paxton, venturing to remark honly as it were uncalled for; me being
the last person to worrit herself about her neighbour’s concerns, nor
accustomed in London to know so much as the name of the next door,
which is a feature of the metropulis neither hunderstood nor hemulated
by provincial rustication.”
“I’m very sorry,” began Uncle Jenico. “I really thought----”
“Permit me to say, sir,” she broke in rather shrilly, “that you should
not think about a woman at all, save in the way of kindness; and
leastways, not to adopt her to your fancies. Suspicion begets the
shadows of its own rising, Mr. Paxton.”
And, with these enigmatical words, she left us quite crushed and
flabby.
We had hardly recovered, indeed, when steps outside woke us alert, and
the next instant Mr. Sant entered.
He looked pale, and worn, and unshaved; but his eyes lightened at
sight of me sitting there rested and confident.
“Ha, Dick!” he said. “What a brave constitution, you little dog! Is it
fit for another strain yet, do you think?”
He came and put an affectionate arm over my shoulders.
“Is it fit?” he repeated, while Harry and Uncle Jenico stood
wondering.
“You’ve nothing else for him at present?” said my uncle suddenly, and
almost fiercely. “I’m not going to have him overtired, Sant.”
The rector said “Hush!” and crossing over to see that the door was
tight shut, turned to us with his back against it.
“He’s dying,” he said. “It was a stroke, or fit, and the heart is just
doing time for a little. The hope of your forgiveness is all, I do
believe, that keeps it going.”
He looked intently at us. None of us spoke.
“He knows the truth now, and in his turn confesses everything,” said
the clergyman, clearly. “He understands the terrible mistake he made.
His brain clears of its delusions in the searching atmosphere of
death. If you can forgive him, forgive the great wrong he designed
you, he may be saved for God yet. But there is no time to lose.”
I felt that the blood had left my face, making my head swim and my
heart beat suffocatingly. This was a hard relapse upon horror. But had
we not learned to hit and be hit and nurse no resentment? I pulled
myself together.
“Broughton regulations, sir,” I said, with a rather shaky smile. “Come
on, Harry. Let’s go and find Mr. Pilbrow, and bring him, too.”
“Stay,” said our tutor, in a very sweet voice. “I’ve fetched him
already. He’s waiting outside now. He will abide by your decision,
Richard.”
“Then, let him be my dear boy’s deputy to forgive,” spoke up Uncle
Jenico, sharply. “There’s no occasion to submit Richard to this fresh
ordeal.”
Mr. Sant looked at me.
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