The Secret Life: Being the Book of a HereticBisland, Elizabeth
Philosophy
The Secret Life: Being the Book of a Heretic
Bisland, Elizabeth
Diaries
Upon the Etruscan tombs, of all mortuary monuments the most lovely, is
to be found a revelation clearer than words of the European attitude
toward death--those recumbent figures, all grace and peace, carved by
the hands of forgotten genius with so inexplicable a skill that the
immemorial stone grows deliquescent before one's eyes as if melting
and sinking into the mother earth. In them is no sense of struggle or
rebellion. They consent to extinction as gently as autumn's last day
fades into the silence and darkness of winter. Their season has been
fulfilled. They have lived and loved, and they are proudly willing to
sink into the elements from which they rose.
It was not until the Asiatic conquests of Alexander brought the mind
of Europe into contact with the religions of the East, that this
sane attitude was darkened by a conception as radically opposite as
the antipodes. Nor did the Roman civilization suffer a shadow upon
its manhood until it in turn brought home with its eastern captives
that fierce egotism that feared extinction as an irremediable horror.
This mind of the other hemisphere could never reconcile itself to
the inevitable blotting out of its own individuality. Impossible as
it was to deny the incontrovertible fact of death, it conceived, as
an escape from the greatest of evils, the idea of the continuance
of its identity either in an endless round of reincarnations, or as
an impalpable essence triumphant in heaven or defeated in hell. The
shadow of their own terror cast upon their imagination the figures of
monstrous deities--thousand-armed, myriad-eyed, maleficent, and unakin
to themselves. Gods not to be propitiated by song and dance, or the
offering of fruit and flowers, but loving to snuff at altars drenched
in blood; placated for the sins of the guilty only by the anguish of
the innocent, and so meticulous in their tyranny as to require not only
the abandonment of all natural appetites, but pursuing even unwitting
lapses from submission with eternal and malignant penalties.
Oriental egotism flung itself with equal persistence against the
limitations of time, space, and character. In the East arose the
systems of magic which sought philosopher's stones, elixirs of youth;
which endeavoured to overcome all obstacles through pure intensity of
will, and undertook to constrain even the prodigious gods it had itself
created by sheer force of its own asceticism and determination.
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