My father (she writes) is in good health, but his eyesight
is all but gone; he can no longer either read or write: and
yet the doctors advise waiting some months longer before
attempting any operation. This winter will be for him one
long night. He rarely complains: and I admire his patience.
If Providence has the same calamity in reserve for me, may
it grant me the same patience to endure it. It seems to me,
Monsieur, that what is most bitter in severe physical
afflictions, is that they compel us to share our sufferings
with those who surround us. One can hide the maladies of the
soul; but those that attack the body and enfeeble our
faculties cannot be hidden. My father now allows me to read
to and to write for him. He shows much more confidence in me
than he has ever done before; and this is a great
consolation to me.
Charlotte's account in this Letter of her father's patient resignation
and increased confidence in her under the trial, to a man of his
independent and somewhat domineering temper, of compulsory reliance on
the assistance of a daughter from whom he had exacted complete
submission heretofore and from her childhood upwards, is confirmed in
Mrs. Gaskell's biography by the testimony of other letters belonging to
the first year of her return from Belgium. But by November 1845 Mr.
Brontë's philosophy, before his own unmerited misfortune, had been
troubled and transformed into acute misery and anxious forebodings by
the downfall, both moral and physical, of his favourite amongst his
children, Bramwell, the unhappy son--the only one--in this family of
gifted daughters, whose perversion seems also to have had something of
the irresponsibility of genius about it. Writing on the 4th November
1845 to Ellen Nussey,[6] Charlotte says:--
I hoped to be able to ask you to come to Haworth. It almost
seemed as if Bramwell had a chance of getting employment;
and I waited to know the results of his efforts, in order to
say 'Dear Ellen, come and see us.' But the place is given to
another person. Bramwell still remains at home, and whilst
_he_ is here, _you_ shall not come.'
Here is Mrs. Gaskell's account of Mr. Brontë's experiences in this
period, that are not to be reconciled with the account given of his good
health and philosophical patience and resignation to dependence upon
Charlotte given by her a year earlier:
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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