The Secret Places of the HeartWells, H. G. (Herbert George)
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The Secret Places of the Heart
Wells, H. G. (Herbert George)
England -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Psychological fiction
Should he take her on to Bath or Exeter to-morrow and contrive by some
sudden arrival of telegrams that he had to go from her suddenly? But a
mere sudden parting would not end things between them now unless he
went off abruptly without explanations or any arrangements for further
communications. At the outset of this escapade there had been a tacit
but evident assumption that it was to end when she joined her father at
Falmouth. It was with an effect of discovery that Sir Richmond realized
that now it could not end in that fashion, that with the whisper of love
and the touching of lips, something had been started that would go on,
that would develop. To break off now and go away without a word would
leave a raw and torn end, would leave her perplexed and perhaps even
more humiliated with an aching mystery to distress her. “Why did he go?
Was it something I said?--something he found out or imagined?”
Parting had disappeared as a possible solution of this problem. She and
he had got into each other’s lives to stay: the real problem was
the terms upon which they were to stay in each other’s lives. Close
association had brought them to the point of being, in the completest
sense, lovers; that could not be; and the real problem was the
transmutation of their relationship to some form compatible with his
honour and her happiness. A word, an idea, from some recent reading
floated into Sir Richmond’s head. “Sublimate,” he whispered. “We have
to sublimate this affair. We have to put this relationship upon a Higher
Plane.”
His mind stopped short at that.
Presently his voice sounded out of the depths of his heart. “God! How I
loathe the Higher Plane!....
“God has put me into this Higher Plane business like some poor little
kid who has to wear irons on its legs.”
“I WANT her.... Do you hear, Martin? I want her.”
As if by a lightning flash he saw his car with himself and Miss
Grammont--Miss Seyffert had probably fallen out--traversing Europe and
Asia in headlong flight. To a sunlit beach in the South Seas....
His thoughts presently resumed as though these unmannerly and fantastic
interruptions had not occurred.
“We have to carry the whole affair on to a Higher Plane--and keep it
there. We two love one another--that has to be admitted now. (I ought
never to have touched her. I ought never to have thought of touching
her.) But we two are too high, our aims and work and obligations are too
high for any ordinary love making. That sort of thing would embarrass
us, would spoil everything.
“Spoil everything,” he repeated, rather like a small boy who learns an
unpalatable lesson.
For a time Sir Richmond, exhausted by moral effort, lay staring at the
darkness.
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