The Secret Places of the HeartWells, H. G. (Herbert George)
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The Secret Places of the Heart
Wells, H. G. (Herbert George)
England -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Psychological fiction
Dr. Martineau was turning away when Sir Richmond spoke again in a
whisper. “Best love...Poor at the best....” He dozed for a time. Then he
made a great effort. “I can’t see them, Martineau, until I’ve something
to say. It’s like that. Perhaps I shall think of some kind things to
say--after a sleep. But if they came now...I’d say something wrong.
Be cross perhaps. Hurt someone. I’ve hurt so many. People
exaggerate...People exaggerate--importance these occasions.”
“Yes, yes,” whispered Dr. Martineau. “I quite understand.”
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For a time Sir Richmond dozed. Then he stirred and muttered. “Second
rate... Poor at the best... Love... Work. All...”
“It had been splendid work,” said Dr. Martineau, and was not sure that
Sir Richmond heard.
“Those last few days... lost my grip... Always lose my damned grip.
“Ragged them.... Put their backs up....Silly....
“Never.... Never done anything--WELL....
“It’s done. Done. Well or ill....
“Done.”
His voice sank to the faintest whisper. “Done for ever and ever... and
ever... and ever.”
Again he seemed to doze.
Dr. Martineau stood up softly. Something beyond reason told him that
this was certainly a dying man. He was reluctant to go and he had an
absurd desire that someone, someone for whom Sir Richmond cared, should
come and say good-bye to him, and for Sir Richmond to say good-bye to
someone. He hated this lonely launching from the shores of life of
one who had sought intimacy so persistently and vainly. It was
extraordinary--he saw it now for the first time--he loved this man. If
it had been in his power, he would at that moment have anointed him with
kindness.
The doctor found himself standing in front of the untidy writing desk,
littered like a recent battlefield. The photograph of the American girl
drew his eyes. What had happened? Was there not perhaps some word for
her? He turned about as if to enquire of the dying man and found Sir
Richmond’s eyes open and regarding him. In them he saw an expression he
had seen there once or twice before, a faint but excessively irritating
gleam of amusement.
“Oh!--WELL!” said Dr. Martineau and turned away. He went to the window
and stared out as his habit was.
Sir Richmond continued to smile dimly at the doctor’s back until his
eyes closed again.
It was their last exchange. Sir Richmond died that night in the small
hours, so quietly that for some time the night nurse did not observe
what had happened. She was indeed roused to that realization by the
ringing of the telephone bell in the adjacent study.
Section 5
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