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"What are they--what is HE--to you?" demanded Rivardi jealously.
"My friend, there was a time when I should have considered that
question an impertinence from you!" she said, tranquilly--"But yours is
the great share of the rescue--and your magnificent bravery wins you my
pardon,--for many things!" And she smiled as she saw him flush under
her quiet gaze--"What is this man to me, you ask? Why nothing!--not
now! Once he was everything,--though he never knew it. Some quality in
him struck the keynote of the scale of life for me,--he was the great
delusion of a dream! The delusion is ended--the dream is over! But for
that he WAS to me, though only in my own thoughts, I have tried to save
his life--not for myself, but for the woman who loves him."
"The woman we rescued with him?--the woman who is here?"
She bent her head in assent. Rivardi's eyes dwelt on her with greater
tenderness than he had ever felt before,--she looked so frail and
fairy-like, and withal so solitary. He took her little hand and gently
kissed it with courteous reverence.
"Then--after all--you have known love!" he said in a low voice--"You
have felt what it is,--though you have assumed to despise it?"
"My good Giulio, I DO despise most heartily what the world generally
understands as love"--she replied; "There is no baser or more selfish
sentiment!--a sentiment made up half of animal desire and half of a
personal seeking for admiration, appreciation and self-gratification!
Yes, Giulio!--it is so, and I despise it for all these attributes--in
truth it is not what I understand or accept as love at all--"
"What DO you understand and accept?" he asked, softly.
Her eyes shone kindly as she raised them to his face.
"Not what you can ever give, Giulio!" she said--"Love--to my mind--is
the spiritual part of our being--it should be the complete union of two
souls that move as one,--like the two wings of a bird making the body
subservient to the highest flights, even as far as heaven! The physical
mating of man and woman is seldom higher than the physical mating of
any other animals under the sun,--the animals know nothing beyond--but
we--we ought to know something!" She paused, then went on--"There is
sometimes a great loftiness even in the physical way of so-called
'love'--such passion as the woman we have rescued has for the man she
was ready to die with,--a primitive passion of primitive woman at her
best. Such feeling is out of date in these days--we have passed that
boundary line--and a great unexplored world lies open before us--who
can say what we may find there! Perhaps we shall discover what all
women have sought for from the beginning of things--"
"And that is?" he asked.
"Happiness!" she replied--"The perfect happiness of life in love!"
He had held her hand till now, when he released it.
"I wish I could give it to you!" he said.
"You cannot, Giulio! I am not made for any man--as men go!"
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