When at last she had wondered herself into a state of inward
readiness--a state still governed by her outward habit of resistance,
this last was beaten down by a letter from Mrs. Tednick, who had been a
school friend as Clara Tremaine, and was now married, apparently with
results not too desirable.
"Never, my dear," ran the letter to Nancy, "permit yourself to think of
marrying a man who has not a sense of humour. Do I seem flippant? Don't
think it. I am conveying to you the inestimable benefits of a trained
observation. Humour saves a man from being impossible in any number of
ways--from boring you to beating you. (You may live to realise that the
tragedy of _the first_ is not less poignant than that of the second.)
Whisper, dear!--All men are equally vain--at least in their ways with a
woman--but humour assuredly preserves many unto death from betraying it
egregiously. Beware of him if he lack it. He has power to crucify you
daily, and yet be in honest ignorance of your tortures. Don't think I am
cynical--and indeed, my own husband is one of the best and dearest of
souls in the world, _the biggest heart_--but be sure you marry no man
without humour. Don't think a man has it merely because he tells funny
stories; the humour I mean is a kind of sense of the fitness of things
that keeps a man from forgetting himself. And if he hasn't humour, don't
think he can make you happy, even if his vanity doesn't show. He
can't--after the expiration of that brief period in which the vanity of
each is a holy joy to the other. Remember now!"
Curiously enough this well-intended homily had the effect of arousing in
Nancy an instant sense of loyalty to Allan. She suffered little flashes
of resentment at the thought that Clara Tremaine should seem to
depreciate one toward whom she felt herself turning with a sudden
defensive tenderness. And this, though it was clear to the level eye of
reason that Clara must have been generalising on observations made far
from Edom. But her loyal spirit was not less eager to resent an affront
because it might seem to have been aimless.
And thereafter, though never ceasing to wonder, Nancy was won. Her
consent, at length, went to him in her own volume of Browning, a pink
rose shut in upon "A Woman's Last Word"--its petals bruised against the
verses:
"What so false as truth is,
False to thee?
Where the serpent's tooth is,
Shun the tree.
"Where the apple reddens,
Never pry--
Lest we lose our Edens,
Eve and I.
"Be a god and hold me
With a charm!
Be a man and fold me
With thine arm!"
That was a moment of sweetness, of utter rest, of joyous peace--fighting
no longer.
A little while and he was before her, proud as a conquerer may be--glad
as a lover should.
"I always knew it, Nance--you _had_ to give in."
Then as she drooped in his arms, a mere fragrant, pulsing, glad
submission--
"You have _always_ pleased me, Nancy. I know I shall never regret my
choice."
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