"Bernal--it's all because I am too good-hearted, too unsuspecting. Being
slow to think evil of others, I foolishly assume that others will be
equally charitable. And you don't know what women are--you don't know
how the sentimental ones impose upon a man in my office. I give you my
word of honour as a man--my word of _honour_, mind you!--there never has
been a thing between us but the purest, the most elevated--the loftiest,
most ideal--"
"Hold on, old chap--I shall have to take the car ahead, you know, if you
won't let me on this one...."
"--as pure a woman as God ever made, while as for myself, I think my
integrity of purpose and honesty of character, my sense of loyalty
should be sufficiently known--"
"Say, old boy--" Bernal's face had lighted with a sudden flash of
insight--"is it--I don't wish to be indiscreet--but is it anything about
Mrs. Wyeth?"
"Then you _do_ know?"
"Nothing, except that Nance met me at the door just now and puzzled me a
bit by her very curious manner of asking if I had been at the Wyeth's
this afternoon."
"_What_?" The other turned upon him, his eyes again blazing with the
yellow points, his whole figure alert. "She asked you _that--Really_?"
"To be sure!"
"And you said--"
"'No'--of course--and she mumbled something about having been foolish to
think I could have been. You know, old man, Nance was troubled. I could
see that."
His brother was now pacing the floor, his head bent from the beautifully
squared shoulders, his face the face of a mind working busily.
"An idiot I was--she didn't know me--I had only to--"
Bernal interrupted.
"Are you talking to yourself, or to me?"
The rector of St. Antipas turned at one end of his walk.
"To both of us, brother. I tell you there has been nothing between
us--never anything except the most flawless idealism. I admit that at
the moment Nancy observed us the circumstances were unluckily such that
an excitable, morbidly suspicious woman might have misconstrued them. I
will even admit that a woman of judicial mind and of unhurried judgments
might not unreasonably have been puzzled, but I would tear my heart open
to the world this minute--'Oh, be thou as chaste as ice, as pure as
snow, thou shalt not escape calumny!'"
"If I follow you, old chap, Nancy observed some scene this afternoon in
which it occurred to her that I might have been an actor." There was
quick pain, a sinking in his heart.
"She had reason to know it was one of us--and if I had denied it was
I--"
"I _see_--why didn't you?"
"I thought she must surely have seen me--and besides"--his voice
softened with affection--"do you think, old chap, I would have shifted a
misunderstanding like that on to _your_ shoulders. Thank God, I am not
yet reduced to shirking the penalties of my own blameless acts, even
when they will be cruelly misconstrued."
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