"I think that's all either of us can do, Nance, and I must go. I have to
say good-bye to Clytie yet. The poor soul is convinced that I have become
a Unitarian and that there's a conspiracy to keep the horrible truth from
her. She says grandad evaded her questions about it. She doesn't dream
there are depths below Unitarianism. I must try to convince her that I'm
not _that_ bad--that I may have a weak head and a defective heart, but not
that. Nance--girl!"
He sat forward in the chair, reaching toward her. She turned her face
away, but their hands trembled toward each other, faltering fearfully,
tremulously, into a clasp that became at once firm and knowing when it
felt itself--as if it opened their blind eyes to a world of life and light
without end, a world in which they two were the first to live.
Lingeringly, with slow, regretting fingers, the hands fell apart, to
tighten eagerly again into the clasp that made them one flesh.
When at last they were put asunder both arose. The girl patted from her
skirts the hammock's little disarranging touches, while the youth again
made the careful folds in his hat. Then they shook hands very stiffly, and
went opposite ways out of a formal garden of farewell; the youth to sate
that beautiful, crude young lust for living--too fierce to be tamed save
by its own failures, hearing only the sagas of action, of form and colour
and sound made one by heat--the song Nature sings unendingly--but heard
only by young ears.
The girl went back to the Crealock piazza to hear of one better set in the
grace of faith.
"That elder young Linford," began Aunt Bell, ceasing to rock, "has a
future. You know I talked to him about the Episcopal Church, strongly
advising him to enter it. For all my broad views"--Aunt Bell sighed
here--"I really and truly believe, child, that no one not an Episcopalian
is ever thoroughly at ease in this world."
Aunt Bell was beautifully, girlishly plump, with a sophisticated air of
smartness--of coquetry, indeed--as to her exquisitely small hands and
feet; and though a certain suggestion of melancholy in her tone
harmonised with the carefully dressed gray hair and with her apparent
years, she nevertheless breathed airs of perfect comfort.
"Of course this young chap could see at once," she went on, "what
immensely better form it is than Calvinism. _Dear_ me! Imagine one being a
Presbyterian in this day!" It seemed here that the soul of Aunt Bell
poised a disdainful lorgnette before its eyes, through which to survey in
a fitting manner the unmodish spectacle of Calvinism.
"And he tells me that he has his grandfather's consent. Really, my dear,
with his physique and voice and manner that fellow undoubtedly has a
future in the Episcopal Church. I dare say he'll be wearing the lawn
sleeves and rochet of a bishop before he's forty."
"Did it ever occur to you, Aunt Bell, that he is--well, just the least
trifle--I was going to say, vain of his appearance--but I'll make it
'self-conscious'?"
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