"You must really forgive her for a nasty torment," said Mrs. Midmore on
this, and not a little as if she had seen that he _was_ out of
countenance. "I should think very ill of you if you had broken no
heart--_I_ had clean broken a dozen before I patched up my husband's.
After that, however, I assure you I kept my hands quite off; and if
Molly will expect you to do as much now yourself, it's no more than
you'll expect of her and that I give you my word for it I'll back you
in. I should be ashamed of her as well, I don't mind saying, if nobody
had been the worse for her--though of course one knows how much less a
gentleman need be the worse than a female. It isn't to me at any rate
that I ask you to confess," she nobly and brightly added.
"Well, I confess to _one!_" Ralph on this felt himself moved to break
out. He had visitations, had been having them uninterruptedly and with
a vengeance--looking for them, invoking them, enjoying them as they
came; but there was one that took him by surprise and that in the oddest
way sinned by excess. He hadn't three minutes before expected it, and as
soon as he had spoken it seemed irrelevant. There it was none the less
for himself, and at least, with his bravest ring, he could stick to it.
"One, yes, one. I won't disown her. That is," he qualified, "I was
myself greatly smitten, and seem to have let her know it. But I must
have let her know it," he laughed, "in vain!"
"You 'seem to have'?" Miss Midmore echoed--"but you're not quite sure,
any more than of how she treated you? It must have been one of your pale
passions, as you call 'em, truly--so that even if her ghost does hover I
shan't be afraid of so very thin a shade."
Our young man cast about as in some wonder of his own, meeting now but
for a moment the eyes of none of them. "Yes, it's a thin shade--and
melts away hiding its face, even while I look back at it."
"She may well hide her face," Mrs. Midmore improvingly cried, "if she
was ever such a fool as not to have felt your worth. Still," Ralph's
hostess went on with her fine air at its finest, "it's a comfort to know
the worst of you--which seems to be no more than that you recover easily
from disappointments."
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