"Ah, my dear, if mine's to be good enough for you I'm quite content with
it--and it's indeed better than a great many we have. But I like Sir
Cantopher more than I can perhaps make you understand"--our young man
but desired to explain. It had at once, however, the effect of so moving
to a queer small stridency of mirth the personage indicated, that a
further remark was required. "I mean of course that we've no such
honours, for the fine sound, and what shall I call it but the matching
of the parts, of 'em?"
Whenever he explained--this perception grew--he produced a particular
attention, the attention to which even Molly's impatiences yielded, and
which had been most marked in the cold hush, consequent to all
appearance on too much precipitation, vaguely scaring him just before
his fellow-guest's arrival. It was the way indeed in which this
fellow-guest now fixed him that made him grasp for an instant, as a sort
of ban upon scares, the idea either of explaining a great deal more or
of not explaining a mite. Yes, there was an extraordinary moment during
which the four of them, Sir Cantopher included, affected him really as
hanging on his choice--watching, that is, to see which course he would
take. It was as if he did precipitate wonders, at a given juncture, just
by some shade of a tone, a mere semiquaver, perhaps lighted too with a
flicker of facial earnestness--though there was something all the while
that he clearly couldn't help. It might, it must, have been the sense
itself of spreading his wings, which would catch him up this way again
and again, and which, when it came to that, he wouldn't have checked if
he could, for how otherwise was he to surmount?--to surmount and
surmount being exactly his affair, and success in it his inspiration,
together with the fine truth that if the choice had to be between their
puzzlement and his he'd be blest if he wouldn't risk theirs, since this
there would doubtless after all be ways of surmounting, whereas he felt
that mightn't be at all the case for his own. It had been repeated for
him that each time he didn't flounder made somehow, almost immediately
after, for the greater felicity of another time, and thus not to
flounder at the actual point he was dealing with would be best assured
by his right selection of the alternative they seemed so to wait for him
to take.
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