This assuredly corresponded for Ralph to his own actual spirit of play,
and even went beyond it for the great air it gave her, something akin to
which he was hoping he had himself put forth. He met it to extravagance,
wanting to know if he hadn't taken _her_ for granted with the very first
stir of his response from the other side of the world, protesting he'd
go out with her on the spot and cast his shadow in any light she should
choose; which was at once reflected on, however, in the most anxious
admonition that Mrs. Midmore had uttered.
"We'll have our friends here first, please, and it will be your mother.
Miss, and not you, who will make our cousin and your relation to him
known."
She had gathered herself up for this, though it was visible again to
Ralph that if she uttered the proviso for Molly's control, not less than
in a high degree for his own, she yet appeared to press it, restlessly
and appealingly, upon her son and her other guest, who nevertheless,
engaged for the time in considerations of their own, gave it no
particular heed. Ralph, at sight and in suspicion of a certain effect
produced in her which was the very opposite of what he intended--for
this evasion of his aspect didn't come, did it? to his overriding
her--blinked for an instant at a splendid impulse, and then fairly lost
sight of its splendour in the straightest, friendliest, homeliest
application of it; moving from his place straight across to her, laying
a hand on each of her shoulders and, with the bravest, kindest face in
the world, making as if she should look at him in spite of herself. He
had entertained, during these extraordinary hours that he had been in
the room (few or many, he couldn't have said which,) a hundred wondrous
sentiments, but hadn't yet, to the clearest of his consciousness, been
sorry for anyone--which was what he desired under that special stress to
testify to his being for this great and distressed, though nobly
resisting and now of a sudden coldly submissive lady. Was he going to be
sorry for people on any such scale as this accepted prompting
portended?--so he dimly wondered, as if it were the last thing that had
been in the bargain, even while Mrs. Midmore closed her eyes under his
touch and left him fairly to appeal to the others, to her son, to her
daughter, to Sir Cantopher himself, whose lids indeed were not
noticeably much less narrowed than those of their hostess, for
attestation that he meant the very most charming things. If he only
hadn't once more, all the same, to wince the while with awareness of
that overdone grimace of his own!--he had effectively enough shaken it
off some time previous, but his relative's pale rigour, while his action
lasted, threatened to set it up afresh! Nothing, however, could have
exceeded the respectful form of the freedom he now used. He had kissed
her on either cheek, under encouragement offered, on first seeing her,
and he at present repeated the homage in conditions that might well have
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