that he feels himself, do what he will, more and more produce. There
must be an importance for him, I mean about him, in the view of the
others; and this must be definite and consist of some two or three very
strong and vivid facts--vivid that is to the imagination of people of
1820. Rather beautiful does it seem to me to have two or three of his
actual modern facts stick to him and operate in this sense that I try to
project: notably his "refinement", though he tries to conceal it, to
dissimulate it; notably his being in 1820 as "rich" as he is, or was, in
1910--which counts for an immense well-offness at the earlier period.
And then his whole true modern attribute and quality, with a
distinguished appearance to match it, and certain things dont il ne peut
pas se défaire, that are of the modern pitch of material civilisation,
like his perfect and soignées teeth, for example, which that
undentisted age can't have known the like of, and which constitute a
part of his troubled consciousness of complication. He dissimulates, he
succeeds, he fits in above all because he pleases, pleases at the same
time that he creates malaise, by not being _like_ them all; which it is
that gives me what I just above threw out this question for, his
"importance". Without the importance I don't see the situation for him
at all as I want it, and yet I must bring it in on lines of sufficient
verisimilitude--even though while I say this the element so visualised
fills me with the effect to be got out of it: I mean the charm and
interest and fineness of that. In short once I have the importance, as I
say, I have everything: the rest all clusters round it. Yes, the more I
think of the little man (he must be little) who circles about the
younger sister, and of whom she has an intimate horror--_he_ rich, by
the way, too, and thereby desired by the mother, and with a small sort
of raffiné (of that time) Horace Walpole atmosphere about him--but in
short I needn't talk of him thus; I possess him too entirely. I keep
missing, at the same time, all the while, my fact of putting the essence
of what I see straight enough thus--the postulate of the young man from
America arriving, coming upon the scene, somehow designated or arranged
for in advance as to one or other of the sisters (I leave it rough and a
little in the air, so to speak, for the moment. The just how and just
why I can dispose of in a page when in closer quarters.) The point is
that the wrong sister, abetted by the mother, pounces on him, as it
were--it's the elder one I see doing this; and it so befalls that he is
booked, as we say, to marry her, before, with all the precautions he has
to keep, he can, as we also say, turn round. So it is that after a
little, after the flush of the amusement of his extraordinary
consciousness having begun a bit to abate in the light of the
brutalities etc., what I call to myself most conveniently his dawning
anguish glimmers and glimmers; what it means to see himself married to
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