The great reassurance just mentioned at any rate, and which ministered
still more to surprise than to confidence, came from his somehow making
out that Ralph Pendrel enjoyed an advantage beyond any he missed; had a
manner, a look or a tone, some natural brightness, some undesigned but
conciliatory art, which perceptibly paved his way and which perhaps,
should he incline to presume upon it, might really gain him favour. This
inference he had had, and without gross vanity, time to make--though
arriving doubtless for the moment at no finer conclusion on it than that
his spirits were all the while, beneath however small a bent to swagger
or bluster, undiscourageably high, and that youth and good proportions,
a clear face, a free hand and a brave errand, all borne on that tide,
were capable of casting a spell of a sort that he should find occasion
either to measure or to press. It had been odd assuredly to come thus
soon to a thought of spells--especially in the midst of a consciousness
of blunders; but it possibly reinforced a little even this degree of
presumption that the very blunders, which might have been all
to his confusion save that various other persons had promptly
and obligingly, as it were, taken them over, appeared grandly
imputable to the same spring of freshness. He couldn't deny to himself his
eagerness--extraordinarily strong and which people made way for, to the
extent even of a large margin, as if they liked to see it and to wait
for what it might further show. It was an eagerness certainly to enjoy,
yet not at any one's cost, any one's in particular; and this might to
those dealing with him have seemed rare, or in other words have seemed
charming, the sticking out of an impulse not as a pike on a charge but
after the fashion of a beggar's hat presented for the receipt of alms.
That was the figure, that the case--the pennies had hour after hour
veritably rained in; and what but a perfect rattle of them, by that
token, accompanied him at the footman's heels upstairs to where it could
only be that Molly Midmore awaited--though perhaps but just in a general
way--his presenting himself as a suitor for her hand?
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