of her being rather more imaged for him, and ever so typically, than
likely to be, whatever fulness of reality awaited them, possessed by
him; which pair of contradictions, however, melted together in the tide
of happy intelligence that next flooded and seemed verily almost to
drown them. That he should thus on the instant have clasped to his heart
and his lips a young woman with whom in all his life he had never yet
exchanged a word settled the relation for each alike as soon as it had
been so nobly and freely sketched; which was again a case of that felt
security after the fact already noted by him, as we have seen, and
scarce open, of a truth, to more vivid illustration. The security was
felt just as much by herself: this made the harmony full, this acted to
keep it still quite possible for him that the comparatively superficial
commerce, the inquiry and explanation that might have figured as
preliminary, should follow at a lower level what had just taken place,
and do so without either casting absurdity back on the passage or their
themselves incurring ridicule.
"I reached London but last night--so you see I haven't lost much time.
Perhaps I should first have asked your mother's leave," Ralph said; but
she had already at the word taken him up.
"Oh she would certainly have given it!" And he at once saw from the tone
of this that what she referred to as so licensed was the plunge into
intimacy just enacted. It put him a trifle out of tune that the most he
himself had meant was that he might have inquired of his cousin's
convenience as to presenting himself; and to feel his deference to that
propriety--or to almost any, it might seem--so swept away reminded him
afresh that he couldn't, by every appearance, be too bold, since he
plainly created in others, straight off and by his presence, the
liveliest dispositions and allowances. If it was true that Mrs. Midmore,
as he had figured her, would have smiled upon his silent rush at her
daughter from their very threshold, what could this signify but that the
house and the whole circle contained a treasure of welcome on which he
was infinitely to draw? Well, it was still then in the highest degree
agreeable to find everyone so understanding him as to help him to
understand himself; no example of which felicity could be greater than
such a promise of ease with the lady of Drydown, given the forms of
deference he had tried to prepare himself to pay her. "You mustn't speak
as if we have been thinking of you in the least as a stranger; for how
can that be," Molly asked, "when everything was so made up between us
all by your father's writing in that way to mamma so shortly before he
died, wasn't it?" Her fine expressive eyes, he at once recognised, were
charged with an appeal to him on the ground of this interesting history;
and once more, after the merest repeated brush of the wing of that
bewilderment by which he was thus effectually admonished and aided to
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