"To say nothing of my pleasing you, of course"--Ralph took him up with
the address that, however it might turn, he would so assuredly have to
make the best of. "Yes, that's of course, but I won't pretend I don't
draw a great confidence from their favour: I've felt them on the spot
just as wise as they are kind. Just as kind as they are handsome too,"
he went on, looking at his kinsman ever so much harder and harder--which
he somehow found that, though it wasn't at all what he wanted, he
couldn't in the least help. It made him drive his address home, and this
was, in the oddest way, as if he had his host by the body in a sort of
intimate combat and were trying him and squeezing him for a fall. Perry
would have to _take_ him, and to show that he had taken him--this was
the tug; only the more he conveyed that, even if he wreathed it, so to
say, in flowers and the more he thereby insisted on a relation, if not
on the one, the more he seemed to give his man an opportunity the other
aspect of which was that it was for himself a form of exposure. Why he
should be exposed, and what, above all, exposed to, was more than he
could have said--wondering as he did at this even while a passion urged
and an instinct warned him. There it was, in any case: he couldn't help
_sounding_ Perry, even in the presence of the women; which was what
brought upon him, through concentration of the visual sense, the
challenge he seemed positively to advance into the enemy's county in
order to invite. It was the rate at which he drew intelligence out of
the dull that made him uneasy when it ought to have made him, by every
presumption, feel it as wind in his sails. Violating nature, as might
fairly seem, in the face before him, what was such a glimmer
intelligence _of?_--this he asked himself while he watched it grow and
while, into the bargain, he might have marvelled at the oddity of one's
wanting to be impressive without wanting to be understood. To be
understood simply as impressive--it was this that would best consort;
but what the devil wouldn't requiring such a creature to be more
penetrable perhaps represent in the way of teaching it tricks it might
use against one? In the act of impressing, Ralph felt, he encouraged
familiarity--which was what people had been known to do at their cost
and to the provocation of bad accident by putting primitive natures in a
false position. False indeed would be the position when Perry should
begin, say, to know more about Ralph Pendrel than this lover of life
knew about himself. It may be added that if these considerations did
lurk in the expression of countenance bent by Ralph upon his host with
general ingenious intent, even a Midmore stuffed with a single prejudice
might well have picked from the bunch some hint of a sinister menace to
that monotony.
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