Perry Midmore, listening to this, kept his face half averted, but his
eye was now more judiciously watchful and he turned it askance in his
attention. He would weigh things and be wise--they might help to make
him so, when his visitor uttered them, if they couldn't always make him
ready; all of which inward comment the visitor had again the vexed
consciousness of not being able to keep him from suspecting. He had
taught him within five minutes that there was, that there could be, such
a thing, and its pointing itself at him, whatever its sense, was the new
and the disquieting fact. Ralph laid a hand on his shoulder with a
singular sudden impulse to prove that even if one's thought was at play,
since this was on occasion of the perverse nature of thought, the
letting it take its full course would really bring it round to a point,
in fact to a succession of points, where another would recognise it as
positively working for him; and the gesture did after an instant so far
operate as that the other's queer little glare abated and he stood as
stiffly passive as if, whatever this should mean, the least movement
might perhaps precipitate some further complication.
Mrs. Midmore meanwhile, Ralph saw, had so completely measured his own
bright promise that, quite at her ease about it, her anxiety was all for
her son's somehow interfering with the prospect; which she at the same
time mightn't be able to take him up upon by reason of something
divinably new and strange, something perhaps even beyond his usual show
of shyness and that provoked wonder at the cause of it. Ralph had in
fact in this connection another of his sublime instants, as we may
fairly call them, with this particular one possibly the most
sublime--since her next motion, though but a momentary look at him, of
the supremely searchingest, played straight out of her desire to side
with him, as it were, against any hindrance to a right understanding and
a convenient, an elegant smoothness that her boy should stupidly offer.
Wasn't there in her face during the moment a dim glimmer of
inquiry?--something like "What on earth _is_ it, yes, that you're doing
to him, what was it, yes, a few minutes ago, when if I hadn't been
watching him he would have shuddered like a frightened horse who sniffs
in the air the nearness of some creature of a sort he has never seen?"
The whole mother would have been in that, Ralph was afterwards to make
out, the mother deeply engaged for her daughter's benefit and pleasure,
as well as for anything to the advantage of the race in general that
could be picked up by a sufficiently dignified long arm, and at the same
time so rich in instincts that had for their centre the prior
consequence of the head of the house, that she could almost know alarm
in the midst of jubilation, and at any rate seemed to turn upon the hero
of the occasion, for the five seconds, the chill of a special quite
tremendous suggestion. She wanted right resolutely to like and to
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