He had grown of a sudden extraordinarily more assured, and Ralph, quite
directly faced by him with it, felt at once how the interest of him was
quickened. Catching the air of their faces he could note as well that
Mrs. Midmore and Molly were not differently affected; which
perception--and the two women exchanged at the moment a pair of quite
confirmatory glances--renewed his sense that something unprecedented had
within the ten minutes happened to Perry, and was indeed continuing to
happen, just as he himself continued to have to recognise that he was,
no comfort of responsibility, the author of it. Not only was this there,
moreover, to strain further than would have in advance seemed possible
the all-engaging smile into which he kept falling back for refuge, but
it was also salient in the scene that however one might interpret such
an exhibited phenomenon the character showing it was himself getting
used to it; so that what had in truth most acutely taken place was that
the worthy in question had of a sudden almost jumped to a vision of not
suffering, or at any rate of not losing, by it. Whatever it might be, in
fine, there was something to be done with it--as for instance that he
should thrust it straight at Ralph in this account of embarrassing
matters. Wasn't the point that he would make them embarrassing, damn
him, if he could, and that, detected by his mother and sister, he was at
the very stroke of trying it on? If the ladies would help the
embarrassment not to act, Ralph inwardly remarked, the case would still
have more of amusement than anything else to give out; only--_there_ was
the betrayal he seemed to catch--they might, for all one knew, presently
find themselves not able to: which was perhaps exactly what had been
meant by that tacit communication between them. "Nan is at Dry down,
where I left her yesterday," Perry meanwhile went on to mention, "and
would have liked beyond anything in life coming up to pay you her
respects. But if you notice her delay in waiting on you my mother will
explain with pleasure how many obligations she has at home--though I'll
be hanged if I believe in them enough, ma'am, not to be sorry I didn't
bring her to town, even if I had to put her up behind me on Rouser.
She's not a girl who either mopes or rebels," he added for Ralph's
benefit before his mother, taken by surprise, could meet these sudden
freedoms; "but no more is she a household drudge or a mere milkmaid, and
you're not to think that if she's kept at a distance it's because she's
not fit to be seen. She's not a great toast like Molly, but she's much
handsomer than I am, don't you think, ma'am?"--and with this he fairly
advanced upon his mother, who still more markedly flushed at the style
of his address. "If our cousin's to make our fortune," he wound up, "let
him see as soon as possible how many he'll have to provide for."
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