villainy _always_ averted--since positively it wore the villain's
face--by its having become in the very nick the mere mistake of his
fear. He had thus again and again escaped being too superficial, and
with this gain of certitude of how little he was there to be so at all
had come each time the sense of luxury in his renewals of recognition.
That there would be no luxury in not recognising, his failure of vision
in respect to a second daughter of the house instantly taught him, but
even while it did so no repair of the lapse arrived.
What Molly saw, and what in ten seconds more she would make the others
see, was the fact of the lapse unrelieved--the queerness of which for
her was indeed already out with her asking him what was the matter and
why in the world he looked at the mention of the dear thing at Drydown
as if he were going to be ill. The extraordinary point of which withal
was that she was herself ready the instant after to jump into detection
verily, but detection of what wasn't--not at all of what was. His so
helplessly hanging fire represented clearly, to her freshened
perception, and thereby his own still sharper embarrassment, that he had
been thinking more of poor Nan than of the rest of them put together;
though of course when she brought her large irony to bear on this he
could luckily snatch at his obvious retort and make his flushed laugh
invite their companions to see how it righted him. "Did it strike you,
my dear, that when I asked you a while since to take up with me for life
I was really but expressing my interest in another person? If that was
the case," he said to Mrs. Midmore and Perry, "I mean if I wasn't
addressing her as an honest man--which she accuses me of--how could she
guess it and yet at the same time make me such a blissfully happy one?"
The question wasn't indeed in strictness for _them_ to answer, and
Molly, whatever they might have said, met it to her own sufficiency by
another of her wondrous freedoms. "I could love you for a wretch,
cousin, I think, as well as I could love you for a saint!" she cried;
and it gave him at once, he seemed to feel, the luckiest chance for
putting in his most vital plea.
"I don't care what you love me for if it's only as your very truest--and
don't you see that when you doubt of my being so you deny by the same
stroke that I'm the honest man I pretend?"
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