"It isn't your rudeness, it's your extravagant flattery, you dear
people, that makes me want to warn you that you may find me, on seeing
more of me, less possessed of every virtue than you're so good as to
insist." He looked with his becoming blush from one of them to the
other--becoming we call it because his act of difficulty and thereby of
caution appeared to provoke in each of the women after all but a new,
quite a brighter and fresher shade of interest. Were they going to like
him uncertain better still than they had liked him certain, and if so to
what should he look, besmothered as that must surely make him feel, for
the comfort of knowing where he was for himself? Where he was for Molly,
and by the same token for her mother, was told him by this pleasure they
took in seeing how he had found, to his slight embarrassment, that there
was something to explain. That it was that seemed to set him off in
their eyes, which were so agreeably, if so oddly, affected by almost any
trustful touch of nature or unexpectedness of truth in him. If he had
hoped to please by intention, so he might perhaps have liked even better
to please in spite of himself; notwithstanding which this last liability
did to a degree contribute ease, or even, it might be, rather compromise
dignity. He might for all the world have been _growing_, growing hard,
growing fast; it had begun with the minute of his entering the house,
and especially that room--so that without knowing what at such a rate
one might really grow _to_, one should not yield to the imputation of
being finally measured. There was a singular space of time during which,
while this consideration on the part of the two women so approved him,
approved him verily as against himself, approved him almost as if their
soft hands had stroked him for their pleasure, there hovered before him
the wonder of what they would have done had he been ugly, what they
would in fact do should he become so, in any manner or form--this idea
of his full free range suddenly indulging in a glance at that mode of
reaction. What it all represented was doubtless but his need to express
himself over the felt shock of his ignorance, since if it amounted to a
shock the last way to treat it was to pretend he didn't mind it. He
minded it, he found, very much, and if he couldn't pretend to himself he
wouldn't pretend to the ladies, however they might want him confused for
the enjoyment of smoothing it away. "You have then another daughter whom
I hear of for the first time?" he asked of Mrs. Midmore--and indeed
wellnigh in the tone of defying her to smooth that.
"I'm not in the least ashamed of her or aware of having at any time
tried to conceal her existence!" his hostess said with spirit, yet with
no show of resentment. "And I don't see really what it signifies if you
have simply forgotten her yourself."
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