The Sentimental Adventures of Jimmy BulstrodeVan Vorst, Marie
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The Sentimental Adventures of Jimmy Bulstrode
Van Vorst, Marie
Bachelors -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction; Rich people -- Fiction
And Westboro' finished it. "For them and for other men. And a
mistress."
And here Bulstrode took him up for the first time with a note of
challenge in his voice.
"And what, my dear man, did you intend that the Duchess should take you
for? No, I mean to say, quite man to man, given that any woman could
or does contain all the qualities you so temperately ask?"
Westboro' smiled at the first curtness he had ever heard in his
friend's voice.
"Oh, you know, we men don't fuss about ourselves."
"You married her at eighteen," Bulstrode said. "You made her a
Duchess. You had already lived a life and she was a child beside you
in experience. You required motherhood of her, and in return...."
"Well," Westboro' turned about in his saddle and faced his earnest
friend. "What then, in your opinion, might I have been?"
"You might have been from the start," Bulstrode said it shortly, "a
lover. It's not a bad rôle. We Anglo-Saxons have no sentimental
education. Our puritanism makes us half the time timid at courtship
and love."
The gentlemen rode a little on with slackened rein. Westboro's
eyeglass cord was almost motionless as he stared out between his
horse's ears down the lane.
"Perhaps, after all," he fetched it out slowly, "there's something in
what you say."
Whether or not there was any truth in Bulstrode's commonplace remark,
it lingered in his host's mind all day. It gave him, for the first
time, a link to follow--an idea--and the Duke, entirely unused to
analysis, accustomed to act if not on impulse, certainly according to
his will and pleasure without concession, harked back in a groping,
touching fashion like an awkward boy looking for a lost treasure,
upsetting, as he went, old haunts, turning over things for years not
brought to the light of day. And it took him all the afternoon and a
good part of the evening to reach the place where he thought he had
lost originally his joy. Unlike the happier boy, he could not seize
his bliss once recovered, and stow it away; it was only remembrance
that brought him back, and with a tightening heart as he realized once
more the form and quality of his lost happiness--there he must leave it
and see it fade again into the past.
Jimmy gave his host a chance to follow his absorbed reflections. He
effaced himself, and behind a book whose lightness of touch made him
agreeably forget the heavier hand of current and daily events, he sat
in his dressing-room reading "The Vicar of Wakefield."
When Westboro' came in to him Jimmy looked up and quoted aloud: "When
lovely woman stoops to folly and finds at length that men betray...."
"Oh, they console themselves quickly," Westboro' finished. "Don't
fancy anything else, my dear fellow, they console themselves."
"They may pretend to do so."
"They succeed."
Westboro' took the little book from his friend's hand and shut it
firmly as if afraid that the rest of the verse might slip out and
refute him.
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