The Serapion Brethren, Vol. I.Hoffmann, E. T. A. (Ernst Theodor Amadeus)
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The Serapion Brethren, Vol. I.
Hoffmann, E. T. A. (Ernst Theodor Amadeus)
Fiction
"'Soon after Heinrich had thus spoken with the Landgrave, he left the
Wartburg in a state of real bodily sickness, and betook himself to
Eisenach. The masters sorrowed that so fair a flower was lost from
their garland, faded before its time, as if by the blight of some
poisonous blast; but Wolfframb of Eschinbach by no means gave up all
hope--rather he thought that, now that Ofterdingen's mental trouble had
turned to a bodily sickness, recovery might be near at hand, for it is
not seldom the case that the mind falls sick, presaging bodily pain,
and it might be so with Ofterdingen, whom he determined to go and
faithfully comfort and tend.
"'So Wolfframb went at once to Eisenach, and when he went in to
Ofterdingen, he found him stretched on his couch, deathly pale, with
half-closed eyes; his lute was hung on the wall covered thickly with
dust, and many of its strings were broken. When he saw his friend, he
raised himself a little, and stretched out his hand to him with a
melancholy smile. Wolfframb having taken a seat beside him, and
delivered to him the hearty greetings of the Landgrave, and of the
other masters; and spoken many other kindly words--Heinrich, in the
languid voice of a sick man said, "Much that is strange has happened to
me; doubtless I have borne myself as one bereft of his senses. Well
might you all believe that some secret, penned up within my breast, was
what was driving me so wildly hither and thither; but alas, my wretched
state was a mystery even to myself; a raging torture was eating at my
heart, but its cause I could not discover. All that I did seemed to me
wretched and worthless. The songs which I held so high before, sounded
toneless and weak, unworthy the feeblest learner; and yet, befooled by
a vain presumption, I burned to outvie you all. A bliss unknown, the
highest joy of heaven, shone far above me like a golden star. To it
must I raise myself, or perish miserably. I raised my eyes, I stretched
my longing arms; but ice-cold wings waved a chill to heart and soul,
and a voice said 'What avails thy hope and longing? Is not thine eye
blinded? Is not thy power lost? Thou canst not endure the ray of thy
hope; thou canst not grasp and hold thy heavenly bliss.' But now, now
my secret is plain, even to myself. It is true it gives me my death,
but death in the highest of heavenly bliss. Sick and feeble I lay on my
bed. It was sometime deep in the night, and the fever-wanderings, which
had been driving me hither and thither for so long, left me at once. I
felt myself at peace; and a gentle beneficent warmth went spreading
through my frame. I seemed to be floating away through the deeps of
heaven, borne upon dark clouds. Then a glittering levin-bolt seemed to
come cleaving through the gloom, and I cried out--
"'"'Mathilda! Mathilda!'
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