Married women -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction
“Ah,” putting down the iron, and lifting her hard brown hands, “it is
not for me to say; but this I know; she deceives us. Many an hour when
the girl is supposed to be at classes, or with her school mates, Mitli
is elsewhere. She has been given too much love, and liberty, and too
much trust.”
And with this pronouncement, Frau Hurter turned to the stove to fetch
another iron.
Cara’s mother ascended to her room, filled with anxiety and
far-reaching fears. As she stood at the open window, looking out on
the lake and the stars, inhaling air honey-sweet, with the breath
of flowers,--a singular desolation, a sense of homelessness, and
loneliness, came upon her. Something had overtaken her, from which
there was no escape; something had died in her heart--the belief in
Cara’s truth, and innocence. She opened the communicating door very
gently, and peeped into the next room. Cara was asleep, with a candle
guttering beside the bed. An open book lay on the floor. Letty picked
it up and glanced at the title. _Bel Ami_, Guy de Maupassant. Then
she blew out the light, returned to her own room, undressed, and went
to bed, where she lay awake for hours; blaming herself for blunders
and failures, making good resolutions, now and then bursting into
stifled sobs, till the sparrows in the pear tree began to twitter,
and an exquisite new day came stealing down the mountains. Now that
she had an assured income of two hundred a year, Letty had ceased to
work incessantly for daily bread, and had spare time, to spend with
her girl, to share her walks, and excursions, and amusements; but her
proffered companionship appeared to be unwelcome. When she suggested
a row on the lake, a tea picnic, a steamer trip, she was generally
assured that such outings were impossible, Cara’s engagements were so
numerous; she was playing tennis with the Maas girls, or spending the
day at Engelberg with her drawing-mistress, or going to the swimming
baths with their friends of the Weggisgasse, and much-sought-for Mitli
seemed to have no desire and no leisure, for the society of her mother.
During the last fortnight, a sudden and strange change had come over
the girl; looking back, Letty dated it from the day of the fête, or a
little later. She had become silent, moody, and almost morose--as if
she cherished a mortal grievance and was offended with everyone; and
sometimes when she looked up her mother found Cara’s eyes fixed upon
her with a sullen, almost hostile expression. What did it mean? Cara no
longer cared to visit the Paradis, to tea or _déjeuner_--once hailed
as a welcome treat. She shut herself up in her room, writing letters,
and every morning walked down to Mitzau to the post office,--instead of
awaiting the leisurely arrival of the facteur.
She was restless, irritable, strange; undoubtedly her condition had
something to do with her correspondence, and her mother, acting upon
her newly formed resolutions, made bold enquiries.
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