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Mr. M'Cann's eyes goggled in his head. He was quite incapable of making
any reply, so he took out a day-before-yesterday's handkerchief and
blew his nose; while Elizabeth continued: "Of course we wouldn't be
cruel to them--not like Legree in _Uncle Tom's Cabin_. But just imagine
the joy of not having to tremble before them! To be able to make a fuss
when the work wasn't well done, to be able to grumble when the soup was
watery and the pudding burnt--imagine, Mr. M'Cann, imagine having _the
power of life and death over the cook_!"
Arthur Townshend, listening, laughed to himself; but Mr. M'Cann did not
laugh. This impudent female had dared to make fun of him! With a snort
of wrath he turned to his other neighbour and began to thunder
platitudes at her which she had done nothing to deserve, and which she
received with an indifferent "Is that so?" which further enraged him.
Elizabeth, having offended one man, turned her attention to the one on
her other side, who happened to be Kirsty's fiancé, and enjoyed
snatches of talk with him between Mr. Christie's stories, that
gentleman being incorrigibly humorous all through supper.
When they got up to go away, Kirsty went with Elizabeth into the
bedroom for her cloak.
"Kirsty, dear, I'm so glad," Elizabeth said.
Kirsty sat solidly down on a chair beside the dressing-table.
"So am I," she said. "I had almost given up hope. Oh! I know it's not a
nice thing to say, but I don't care. You don't know what it means never
to be first with anyone, to know you don't matter, that no one needs
you. At home--well, Father has his church, and Mother has her
bronchitis, and Kate has her Girl's Club, and Archie has his office,
and they don't seem to feel the need of anything else. And you,
Lizbeth, you never cared for me as I cared for you. You have so many
friends; but I have no pretty ways, and I've a sharp tongue, and I
can't help seeing through people, so I don't make friends.... And oh!
how I have wanted a house of my own! That's not the proper thing to say
either, but I have--a place of my own to polish and clean and keep
cosy. I pictured it so often--specially, somehow, the storeroom. I knew
where I would put every can on the shelves."
She rubbed with her handkerchief along the smooth surface of the
dressing-table. "Every spring when I polished the furniture I thought,
'Next spring, perhaps, I'll polish my own best bedroom furniture'; but
nobody looked the road I was on. Then Andrew came, and--I couldn't
believe it at first--he liked me, he wanted to talk to me, he looked at
me first when he came into the room.... He's three years younger than
me, and he's not at all good-looking, but he's mine, and when he looks
at me I feel like a queen crowned."
Elizabeth swallowed an awkward lump in her throat, and stood fingering
the crochet edge of the toilet-cover without saying anything.
Then Kirsty jumped up, her own bustling little self again, rather
ashamed of her long speech.
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