Clergy -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Glasgow (Scotland) -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
"Our old nurse, Leezie, had been Father's nurse, and to her he was
still 'Maister Jimmie.' You said when you were here that you liked the
nursery with its funny old prints and chintzes, but you should have
seen it with Leezie in it. She kept it a picture of comfort, and was
herself the most comfortable thing in it, with her large clean rosy
face and white hair, her cap with bright ribbons, and her most
capacious lap. Many a time have I tumbled into that lap crying from
some childish ache--a tooth, a cut finger, perhaps hurt feelings, to be
comforted and told in her favourite formula 'It'll be better gin
morning.' She had no modern notions about bringing up children, but in
spite of that (or because of that?) we very rarely ailed anything.
Once, when Alan's nose bled violently without provocation, Mother,
after wrestling with a medical book, said it might be connected with
the kidneys. 'Na, na,' said Leezie, and gave her 'exquisite reason' for
disbelief, 'his nose is a lang gait frae his kidneys.' In the evenings
she always sat, mending, on a low chair beside a table which held the
mending basket and a mahogany workbox, a gift to her from our
grandmother. As a great treat we were sometimes allowed to lift all the
little lids of the fittings, and look at our faces in the mirror, and
try to find the opening of the carved ivory needlecase which had come
from India all the way. Our noise never disturbed Leezie. 'Be wise,
noo, like guid bairns,' she would say when we got beyond reason; and if
we quarrelled violently, she would shake her head and tell herself,
'Puir things! They'll a' gree when they meet at frem't kirk doors'--a
dark saying which seldom failed to quell even the most turbulent.
"On Sabbath evenings, when the mending basket and the workbox were shut
away in the cupboard, the little table was piled with vivid religious
weeklies, such as _The Christian Herald_, and Leezie pored over them,
absorbed, for hours. Then she would remove her glasses, give a long
satisfied sigh, and say, 'Weel, I hev read mony a stert-ling thing this
day.'
"Above the mantelshelf hung Leezie's greatest treasure--a text, _Thou
God seest me_, worked in wool, and above the words, also in wool, a
large staring eye. The eye was, so to speak, a cloud on my young life.
I knew--Mother had taken it down and I had examined it--that it was
only canvas and wool, but if I happened to be left alone in the room it
seemed to come alive and stare at me with a terrible questioning look,
until I was reduced to wrapping myself up in the window curtains,
'trembling to think, poor child of sin,' that it was really the eye of
God, which seems to prove that, even at a very tender age, I had by no
means a conscience 'void of offence.'
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