Clergy -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Glasgow (Scotland) -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
At last Elizabeth declared that the entertainment had come to an end,
and the guests reluctantly prepared to depart.
"You're quite sure you'll invite us to Etterick?" was Thomas's parting
remark. "You won't forget when you're away?"
"Oh, Thomas!" Elizabeth asked him reproachfully, "have I proved myself
such a broken reed? I promise you faithfully that at the end of June I
shall write to Mamma and suggest the day and the train and everything.
I'll go further. I'll borrow a car and meet you at the junction. Will
that do?"
Thomas nodded, satisfied, and she patted each small head. "Good-bye, my
funnies. We shall miss you very much."
When Elizabeth had seen Buff in bed she came downstairs to the
dismantled drawing-room.
Ellen had tidied away the supper-table and made up the fire, and pulled
forward the only decent chair, and had done her best to make the room
look habitable.
It was still daylight, but just too dark to read with comfort, and
Elizabeth folded her tired hands and gave herself up to idleness. She
had been getting gradually more depressed each day, as the familiar
things were carried out of the house, and to-night her heart felt like
a physical weight and her eyes smarted with unshed tears. The ending of
an old song hurts.
Sitting alone in the empty, silent room, a room once so well peopled
and full of happy sound, she had a curious unsubstantial feeling, as if
she were but part of the baseless fabric of a vision and might dissolve
and "leave not a rack behind." ... The usually cheerful room was
haunted to-night, memories thronged round her, plucking at her to
recall themselves. It was in this room that her mother had sung to them
and played with them--and never minded when things were knocked down
and broken. Over there, in the corner of the ceiling near the window,
there was still an ugly mark made by Walter and a cricket-ball, and she
remembered how her father had said, so regretfully, "And it was such a
handsome cornice!" and her mother had laughed--peals of laughter like a
happy schoolgirl, and taken her husband's arm and said, "You dear
innocent!" It was a funny thing to call one's father, she remembered
thinking at the time, and did not seem to have any connection with the
cornice. All sorts of little things, long forgotten, came stealing
back; the boys' funny sayings--Sandy, standing a determined little
figure, assuring his mother, "_I shall always stay with you, Mums, and
if anyone comes to marry me I shall hide in the dirty clothes basket._"
And now Sandy and his mother were together for always.
Elizabeth slipped on to the floor, and kneeling by the chair as she had
knelt as a child--"O God," she prayed, "don't take anybody else. Leave
me Father and Buffy and the boys in India. Please leave them to me--if
it be Thy will. Amen."
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