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"Well--that isn't at all a suitable reply to my remark. I wanted you to
assure me that there was no need to be scared."
"There isn't. What can I do for you? Ask and I shall grant it, even to
the half of my kingdom."
"When we get this job over may I come straight to you?"
Elizabeth had no coyness in her nature, and she now turned her grey
eyes--not mocking now but soft and shining--on the anxious face of her
companion and said:
"Indeed, my dear, you may. Just as straight as you can come, and I
shall be waiting for you on the doorstep. It has taken a European war
to make me realize it, but you are the only man in the world so far as
I am concerned."
Some time later Arthur said, "I'm going away extraordinarily happy. By
Jove, I ought to be some use at fighting now"; and he laughed boyishly.
"Oh, don't," said Elizabeth. "You've reminded me, and I was trying to
make believe you weren't going away. I'm afraid--oh! Arthur, I'm
horribly afraid, that you won't be allowed to come back, that you will
be snatched from me----"
"I may not come back," said Arthur soberly, "but I won't be snatched.
You give me, and I give myself, willingly. But, Lizbeth, beloved, it
isn't like you to be afraid."
"Yes, it is. I've always been scared of something. When I was tiny it
was the Last Day. I hardly dared go the afternoon walk with Leezie in
case it came like a thief in the night and found me far from my home
and parents. I walked with my eyes shut, and bumped into people and
lamp-posts, because I was sure if I opened them I should see the Angel
Gabriel standing on the top of a house with a trumpet in his hand, and
the heavens rolling up like a scroll, and I didn't know about parchment
scrolls and thought it was a _brandy-scroll_, which made it so much
worse."
"Oh! my funny Elizabeth!" Arthur said tenderly. "I wish I could have
been there to see you; I grudge all the years I didn't know you."
"Oh," said Elizabeth, "it wouldn't have been much good knowing each
other in those days. I was about five, I suppose, and you would be
nine. You would merely have seen a tiresome little girl, and I would
have seen a superior sort of boy, and I should probably have put out my
tongue at you. I wasn't a nice child; mine is a faulty and tattered
past."
"When did you begin to reform?" Arthur asked, "for it was a very sedate
lady I found in Glasgow. Tell me, Lizbeth, why were you so discouraging
to me then? You must have known I cared."
"Well, you see, I'm a queer creature--affectionate but not very
_loving_. I never think that 'love' is a word to use much if people are
all well and things in their ordinary. And you were frightfully
English, you can't deny it, and a monocle, and everything very much
against you. And then Aunt Alice's intention of being a sort of fairy
godmother was so obvious--it seemed feeble to tumble so easily in with
her plans. But I suppose I cared all the time, and I can see now that
it was very petty of me to pretend indifference."
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