Clergy -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Glasgow (Scotland) -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
"So happy," said her husband, "that I have to go. Every time I came in
and found you waiting for me with the kettle singing, when I went out
in the morning and looked at the hills, when I walked in the garden and
knew that every bush in it was dear to me--then I remembered that these
things so dear were being bought with a price, and that the only decent
thing for me to do was to go and help to pay that price."
"But only as a chaplain, surely?"
Andrew shook his head.
"I'm too young and able-bodied for a chaplain. I'm only thirty-two, and
though I'm not big I'm wiry."
"The Archbishop of Canterbury says the clergy _shouldn't_ fight,"
Kirsty reminded him.
Andrew took her arm and looked very tenderly at her as he answered,
laughing, "Oh! Kirsty, since when did an Anglican bishop direct your
conscience and mine?" They walked slowly towards the house.
On the doorstep Kirsty turned.
"Andrew," she said, "have you thought it all out? Have you thought what
it may mean? Leaving the people here--perhaps they won't keep your
place open for you, for no man knows how long the war'll last--leaving
your comfortable home and your wife who--who loves you, and going away
to a life of hardship and exposure, and in the end perhaps--death. Have
you thought of this sacrifice you are making?"
And her husband answered, "Yes, I have thought of all it may mean. I
don't feel I am wrong leaving the church, because Mr. Smillie is
willing to come back and look after the people in my absence. He will
stay in the Manse and be company for you." Here poor Kirsty sniffed.
"Oh! my dear, don't think I am going with a light heart. 'Stay at home,
then,' you say. 'Better men than you are will stay at home.' I know
they will, and I only wish I could stay with them, for the very thought
of war makes me sick. But because it is such a wrench to go, makes me
sure that I ought to go. Love and sacrifice--it's the way of the Cross,
Kirsty. The 'young Prince of Glory' walked that way, and I, one of His
humblest ministers, will find my way by His footprints."
Kirsty said no more. Later, when Andrew was gone, her father came to
Langhope and in no uncertain voice expressed his opinion of his
son-in-law. That a man would leave a good down-sitting and go and be
private soldier seemed to him nothing short of madness.
"Andrew's a fool," he said, with great conviction.
"Yes," said Kirsty, "Andrew's a fool--a fool for Christ's sake, and you
and I can't even begin to understand what that means in the way of
nobility and courage and sacrifice, because we were born crawling
things. Andrew has wings, and my only hope is that they will be strong
enough to lift me with him--for oh! I couldn't bear to be left behind."
She ran from the room hurriedly, and left a very incensed gentleman
standing on the hearth-rug.
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