However, Jemmie did so far humor his wife as to imply when he was
giving orders to lock up the house, that he and she knew where their
son was.
"Although I was in half a mind to forbid anybody in the house to go
downstairs and let him in when he does come."
"I'm glad you didn't," Mary said. "I think that would only have made
ourselves look ridiculous."
She resolved not to go to sleep, so that when Geoffrey did come back,
she should hear him herself and be able to go downstairs and let him
in. She felt certain that she should be able to do this and that
Jemmie, who had announced his own intention of admitting this errant
son, would be fast asleep by that time. Jemmie must be very sleepy by
now, for he had been awake ever since dinner.
But Geoffrey did not come back at all that night, and in the morning
his mother received a letter.
Hawkins' Hotel,
Buckingham Street, Strand, W.C.
_Sept. 27th, 1901._
_My dearest Mother_,
_I find this a very difficult letter to write, but it has got to be
written, and you may as well know at once that by the time you get
this letter I shall be married to Mary Wyatt who was at the White
Hart Inn. I made up my mind to do this a month ago and I would have
told you if I had not been afraid that somehow or other I would have
been prevented. Of course I know that you and Father will be angry,
but it can't be helped. It's done now. At least it will be by the
time you get this. I'm going out to make arrangements now. Of course
I'm rather worried about what you will say, but she is a charming
girl and if you could only get over your prejudice and meet her I
think you would agree with me. She is only three years older than me.
Of course I cannot dictate what you are or are not to do. But unless
you can see your way to being decent to Mary I would rather cut
myself off from the family altogether. It would only make me angry
if I thought she was being snubbed, and she is very sensitive. I am
sorry for the way I am getting married, but please do not think that
I am sorry about getting married, if you can understand what I mean.
If I am old enough to know what profession I want to choose, I am
old enough to know what wife I want to choose. I mention this because
Father said to me last week that if I hadn't made up my mind yet
what I wanted to do with my life, I never would make up my mind. I'm
afraid this letter sounds rather defiant, but it's not meant to be
defiant. Only I do want you both to understand that I'm in earnest. I
will spare you the boredom of hearing how fond I am of Mary, partly
because I know it would probably bore you and partly because I could
not possibly express what I would like to say about her in writing.
I know that this will mean giving up Oxford. But I do not mind about
that. I think most people stay there too long. It's no good doing
nothing for three years. We are going to stay for three or four
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