How long had Maudie lasted? Probably until Jemmie took up golf, and
that was soon after they bought High Corner in 1893. He must have
forgotten all about her, or he surely could not have been so indignant
with Geoffrey when he was first told about the girl at the White Hart.
Yet if Jemmie did involve himself in a romance, it was her own fault.
She had never encouraged him to be romantic with her. When they were
first married she had let him think that any kind of affectionate
demonstrativeness was distasteful to her. It had been. She had known
nothing of life. Muriel was different. Somehow girls nowadays seemed
able to find out much more. One could not imagine Muriel's marrying
anybody, because her mother advised it. But it was time for Muriel
to think about marriage. She was twenty-five. The modern girl was
inclined to cherish her independence too long and too dearly. Next
season it would be well to make a point of inviting suitable young men
to the house. Perhaps, with the strain of Jemmie's illness, she had
allowed Muriel's interests to be neglected. And Muriel herself was
discouraging. She had always been remote even at school; but Newnham
had made her more than remote. She was now as unapproachable as the
inhabitant of a star. Jemmie, dead though he was, seemed nearer to
her than Muriel. It was not surprising that she was still unmarried.
Young men must stand in awe of her. Those calm cold eyes lacked any
expression that might lead even the most self-confident young man to
suppose that she could be thought of in connection with marriage. No
doubt, as she grew older, she would acquire the warmth of humanity; but
at present she was a statue. And then there was her Socialism. That was
a very unattractive side of Muriel. That continuous drip of ice-cold
water upon all existing laws and institutions, upon all creeds and
sentiments and political opinions, could not but be alarming to the
average young man. Why should she be so hostile to established beliefs?
It was not as if she had too much church-going forced upon her when
she was small. She had had to go to church once every Sunday; but
the rest of the day, at any rate when she was at home, had been hers
without Puritanical restrictions to sicken her of religion for the rest
of her life. Yet the contempt with which she spoke of Christians was
quite unpleasant to hear. Moreover, she had a habit of attributing the
worst motives to many dull but essentially worthy people, a trick of
assuming that they did not in their hearts believe what they professed.
According to Muriel the world consisted of idiots and hypocrites, an
opinion which was not calculated to make young men fall in love with
her. Nowadays, girls were really as great a problem as boys. No wonder
people were beginning to have fewer children.
1890 ... 1889 ... 1888 ... these early bills could all be burnt. Ah,
there was Markham setting to work at last to clear the borders of the
chrysanthemums.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account