"But you knew that you were a mother ten years ago. You weren't in any
hurry to come then except to try and keep Geoff from marrying me. That
was all your worry then."
"You must think of the situation from our point of view. Geoffrey was
not even of age. It was our duty to protest against his committing
himself to a marriage before he knew his own mind. But isn't it rather
a mistake to argue about the past now? I am anxious to forget the past."
"Some people can forget very easily," said the younger woman, "others
can't."
"You may not know that Geoffrey's father is dead."
"Geoffrey does know, so there. And he wanted to go to the funeral, but
I said, 'No, you don't want them to think that as soon as your father
died you was looking around for what you might pick up. You let well
alone,' I said, and Geoff he took my advice. 'Your father's been dead
to you,' I said, 'this many a year. There's no call for you,' I said,
'to attend his funeral all on your own. I'm not going to wear black for
him,' I said. 'And I'm not going to his funeral, not if you was to ask
me on your bended knees.'"
"Whatever you think about me," said Mary, "you've no right to speak
like that about my husband. Why, I've just found out that all these
years he has been helping Geoffrey with money whenever he asked for it."
"He wouldn't ever have been asked for it, if I'd had my way. I'd sooner
have starved in the gutter, _I_ would. But Geoff's got no pride, Geoff
hasn't."
"You should be the best judge of that," said Mary. She regretted the
sneer as soon as she had uttered it, not because she minded hurting
the feeling of her son's wife, but because it might jeopardize the
object she had in view, which was nothing less than to be awarded
the guardianship of her granddaughter. An immense jealousy had been
roused in her by the sight of the sleeping child, and she was thinking
how well she should know with all her experience the way to bring
her up. It was imprudent to say anything that might increase her
daughter-in-law's hostility. In order to obtain what she desired Mary
compelled herself to think of this woman as her daughter-in-law.
"It's no use for you to be sarcastic with me," said Geoffrey's wife.
"Geoff's tried being sarcastic once or twice. But he always got the
worst of it. Always."
Mary had a vision of Geoffrey's existence during these ten years. She
was filled with a profound pity for him, picturing him forever in
rooms like these, the prey of his wife's tongue, the victim of her
determination to drag him down to her level. It never struck her that
the child in the cot whom she was so eager to take for herself was
probably the only thing that made his life endurable.
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