"_Now_ when it's too late. By the way, dear, I want to give a few very
quiet dinner-parties during May. You won't find them too much of a
bore?"
"Not if you want to have dinner-parties, mother."
"Well, to be frank, I've been telling myself for some time that you
ought to be thinking about getting married. You'll be twenty-six soon,
you know, dear, and I _should_ like to see you happily settled."
Muriel's face hardened to that old expression her mother knew and
dreaded from her schooldays.
"Mother, I don't intend to get married. The idea is repugnant to me."
"But, Muriel dear, you'll forgive me for saying that you cannot
possibly know unless you're married if marriage is repugnant. I can
assure you that it's impossible to say anything about it beforehand.
Now I was brought up in complete ignorance of facts that I know you
consider the merest commonplace of knowledge. I did have a few qualms,
I admit; but in my case those qualms were due to ignorance."
Muriel thereupon sprang her mine.
"I hadn't intended to say anything about what I'm going to tell
you until next autumn; but it doesn't seem fair to let you give
dinner-parties under the delusion that you're likely to make a good
match for me by doing so. Mother dear, I've decided to become a
sister-of-mercy, and so marriage is utterly remote from my thoughts."
Mary stared at her daughter in amazement.
"Muriel! You extraordinary girl! I thought you hated Christianity.
I thought you abominated clergymen. Why, I thought you were only
interested in Socialism. I'd no conception that you were giving your
mind to religion. The two things seem poles asunder."
"Do they, mother dear?" said Muriel with a smile. "But now I can't
imagine any socialism worth having unless it is based upon religion.
Equally I can't imagine any religion that isn't the inspiration of a
true socialism. I've been thinking about this for a long time now--ever
since I went to Midnight Mass last Christmas Eve. It reached me like an
inspiration. The truth of it, I mean. My mind is absolutely made up."
Mary had never been so completely astonished in her life. She herself
during these last months had wished once or twice that she had thought
more about religion, so that now in her loneliness she might have
possessed what was evidently to many women an absolute consolation for
everything. But it was too late to begin, she had decided. And now here
was Muriel wrapped up in religion apparently and taking it so seriously
that she intended to become a sister-of-mercy.
"But how could you become religious just by going to a service at an
unusual time?" the mother asked.
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