The Seven Cardinal Sins: Envy and IndolenceSue, Eugène
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The Seven Cardinal Sins: Envy and Indolence
Sue, Eugène
French fiction -- Translations into English
"What love like hers," said he to himself, "if there is a place in her
heart for any other sentiment besides that of maternity! How beautiful
she was to-day, what bewitching expressions animated her face! Oh! I
feel it, now is my hour of peril, of struggle, and of suffering! Yes,
the tears of Marie are consecrated! I felt it was a sacrilege to lift my
eyes to this young weeping mother, so beautiful in her tears. Yet she is
now radiant with the joy she owes to me, and in her ingenuous gratitude,
her tender eyes sought me whenever she looked upon Frederick. And think
of what her son said to her,--'Love him, cherish him, bless him,'--and
the expressive silence, the pathetic glance of this adorable woman,
perhaps, may make me believe some day--"
David, not daring to pursue this thought, resumed with sadness:
"Oh, yes, the hour of suffering, the hour of resignation has come.
Confess my love, or let Marie suspect it, when she owes so much to me?
Lead her to believe that my devotion to her concealed another design?
Lead her to believe that, instead of yielding spontaneously to the
interest this poor child inspired,--thanks to the memory of my lamented
brother,--I made a cloak, a pretext of this interest to surprise the
maternal confidence of a young woman? In fact, to lose, in her eyes, the
only merit of my devotion, my sudden loyalty,--indiscreet, yes, very
indiscreet, I see it all now,--alas, shall I degrade myself in the eyes
of Marie? never! never!
"Between her and me will be always her son.
"To fly from this love, shall I leave the house where this love is
always growing?
"No, I cannot do so yet.
"Frederick to-day, in the intoxication of this revelation which has
changed his gloomy despair into a will full of faith and
enthusiasm,--Frederick, suddenly lifted from the abyss where he had
fallen, experiences the delight of the prisoner all at once restored to
liberty and light, yet does not this cure need to be established? Will
it not be necessary to moderate the impetuosity of this young and ardent
imagination in its enthusiastic conceptions of the future?
"And then, it may be, the first exultation passed,--to-morrow
perhaps,--Frederick, on the other hand, more self-reliant, and better
comprehending the generous efforts necessary to reach the fountainhead
of envy, will remember with more bitterness than ever the dreadful deed
that he wished to commit,--his desire to murder Raoul de Pont Brillant.
A fruitful and generous expiation, then, is the only thing which can
appease this remorse which has tempted Frederick to commit suicide.
"No, no, I cannot abandon this child yet; I love him too sincerely, I
have the completion of my work too much at heart.
"I must remain.
"Remain, and each day live this intimate, solitary life with Marie,--she
who came so innocently to this chamber in the middle of the night in a
dishevelled state, the recollection of which thrills me, even in the
sleep where I vainly seek for rest."
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