“All right. If you want stunts, here is my best one.” This was written
briskly, upside down and backward from my position. “Dad, this is the way
I wrote the letter to you and the girls. Here’s another, with my love and
greeting. I said I’d do this with trimmings. This is the beginning.”
We gave him fresh paper, and he wrote rapidly, in winding circles,
starting at the edge of the table and finishing at the center: “Now I’ll
do it this way, all around the family circle. All of you in, and I am not
left out.” Diagonally across the whole in bold script, “Frederick.”
In moving the paper again, it was torn a little. Mr. Gaylord made some
suggestion as to the way it should be handled, and Lois humorously
complained that he was “always interfering with other people’s purposes.”
Beginning at the upper right-hand corner of the table, Frederick wrote
along the edges, and then in circles toward the center, as indicated in
the diagram:
[Illustration]
“Don’t you mind, Dad. Let them laugh. You and I will be laughing at them
presently, from all four points of the compass.” Again his name was
signed diagonally across the whole.
“I always did like circuses, and I can be a four-ringed one now, all by
myself, if I have a sympathetic audience,” was his next achievement,
done once more in circles from edges to center, but this time his name
was signed in the center, in small script, surrounded by a flourish.
When again a clear surface offered, he drew a large circle around the
edge of the table—the symbolism of which, curiously, occurred to none of
us until the next day—and then ran to the center, to circle toward the
edge: “All of us together again, and all being happy in the consciousness
that this is real and eternal union, and that from now on we are going to
keep our family circle intact.”
Some one suggested that unquestionably he was keeping his promise to “do
it with trimmings,” and in an intricate pattern, impossible to describe
clearly, he replied: “Sure! I’m doing all the trimmings I can think of,
and after a minute or two I’ll think of more.”
By this time the astonishment and curiosity aroused by these performances
had perceptibly lowered the emotional pressure, and the interview again
proceeded more normally.
Not unnaturally, in this first family reunion Frederick’s messages were
chiefly personal. Frequently, in pauses, he made enthusiastic little
circles, as has been his custom from the first, and I asked him whether
it was the circle of infinity, all-inclusive.
“Yes, partly. Put out all disturbing factors and all forces of
disintegration, add more to eternity and infinity—and that is the circle.”
“Good night,” he said, a little later. “I’ll stay here to-night and as
long as Margaret stays. You’ll talk often, won’t you?”
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