"It was the main cause," I said. "You concealed the truth from me, and
lived in that man's house after he had married Mary."
"I had a reason for doing so," she exclaimed, in a quiet voice. "I did
not live there by preference."
"You were surely not forced to do so."
"No; I was not forced. It was a duty." Then, after a pause, she
covered her face with her hands and suddenly burst into tears, crying,
"Ah, Ralph! If you could know all--all that I have suffered, you would
not think ill of me! Appearances have been against me, that I know
quite well. The discovery of that letter must have convinced you that
I was a schemer and unworthy, and the fact that I lived beneath the
roof of the man who had cast me off added colour to the theory that I
had conceived some deep plot. Probably," she went on, speaking between
her sobs, "probably you even suspected me of having had a hand in the
terrible crime. Tell me frankly," she asked, gripping my arm, and
looking up into my face. "Did you ever suspect me of being the
assassin?"
I paused. What could I reply? Surely it was best to be open and
straightforward. So I told her that I had not been alone in the
suspicion, and that Ambler Jevons had shared it with me.
"Ah! that accounts for his marvellous ingenuity in watching me. For
weeks past he has seemed to be constantly near me, making inquiries
regarding my movements wherever I went. You both suspected me. But is
it necessary that I should assert my innocence of such a deed?" she
asked. "Are you not now convinced that it was not my hand that struck
down old Mr. Courtenay?"
"Forgive me," I urged. "The suspicion was based upon ill-formed
conclusions, and was heightened by your own peculiar conduct after the
tragedy."
"That my conduct was strange was surely natural. The discovery was
quite as appalling to me as to you; and, knowing that somewhere among
the dead man's papers my letters were preserved, I dreaded lest they
should fall into the hands of the police and thereby connect me with
the crime. It was fear that my final letter should be discovered that
gave my actions the appearance of guilt."
I took both her hands in mine, and fixing my gaze straight into those
dear eyes wherein the love-look shone--that look by which a man is
able to read a woman's heart--I asked her a question.
"Ethelwynn," I said, calmly and seriously, "we love each other. I know
I've been suspicious without cause and cruel in my neglect;
nevertheless the separation has quickened my affection, and has shown
that to me life without you is impossible. You, darling, are the only
woman who has entered my life. I have championed no woman save
yourself; by no ties have I been bound to any woman in this world.
This I would have you believe, for it is the truth. I could not lie to
you if I would; it is the truth--God is my witness."
She made me no answer. Her hands trembled, and she bowed her head so
that I could not see her face.
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