"That's so. You put things right every time. She is worth living for.
You are n't much good to people after you 're dead, are you?"
"Not as far as we know."
The boy hesitated a moment, a bit confused, and then blurted out,
"I 'm going to take up some sort of work. Perhaps you can help me get
after something. We have loads of money, you know. I don't think much
of giving it out as cash,--the charity idea. I 've a hunch that I 'd
like to study law and then give my services free to the poor devils who
need a man to look after their interests. They are darned small
interests to men who are only after their fee, but they are big to the
poor devils themselves. And generally they get done. Do you think I
have it in me to study law?"
"You have it in you to study law with that idea back of you. You 'd
make a great lawyer with that idea."
"Do you think so?" asked the boy eagerly.
"I know it."
"Then perhaps--perhaps--say, would you be willing to take me in with
you?"
Donaldson moved uneasily.
"It sounds sort of kiddish, but I know that I 'd do better alongside of
you. I 'd help you around the office. I 'd feel better, just to see
you. Anyway, would you be willing to try me for a while until I sort
of get my bearings?"
"I like the idea," answered Donaldson. "Let 's talk it over later.
You see there's a chance that I may give up law."
"Give it up?"
"I may have to leave this part of the country--for good."
"Why, man," burst out Arsdale, "you wouldn't leave Elaine?"
The silence grew ominous. The fighting spirit rose in Arsdale at the
suggestion.
"You would n't leave Elaine?" he demanded again, turning towards the
form on the bed which looked strangely huddled up.
"I must leave her with you," answered Donaldson unsteadily. The boy
scarcely recognized the voice, but it roused him to a danger which he
felt without understanding.
"Why, man dear," he exclaimed, "what would I count to Elaine with you
gone? Don't you know? Have n't you seen?"
They were the identical words Donaldson had used in trying to open
Arsdale's eyes to another great truth. And Donaldson knew that if they
cut half as deep into the boy as they now cut into him they had left
their mark. He found no answer. He listened with his breath coming as
heavily as the boy's breath had come when they had stood before the
open window.
Arsdale faltered for words.
"Why--why Elaine loves you!" he blurted out.
"Don't!"
So, too, the boy had exclaimed.
"Don't you know? I thought you knew everything, Donaldson! I don't
see how you help seeing that. But I suppose it's because you 're so
thoughtful of others that you can't see your own joys. But it's true,
Donaldson. I don't suppose I ought to tell you about it, but man, man,
she loves you! Give me your hand, Donaldson."
He found it in the dark, hot and dry.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account