"But it _is_ like that," he insisted. "Only more joyous. I think it
is the extra joy in it that makes us not want it alone. Queer, too, it
seems to be born altogether of this spot, of this moment. Understand
what I mean? It does n't seem to go back of the moment we entered this
room and--," he hesitated, "it does n't seem to go forward."
"It is as though coming in here we had stepped into a beautiful picture
and were living inside the frame for a little," she suggested.
"Exactly. The frame is the hedge; the picture is the sky, the sun, and
you."
She laughed, frankly pleased in a childish way, at his conceit.
"Then for me," she answered, "it must be the sun, the sky, and _you_."
"We are n't trying to compliment each other, are we?"
"No," she answered seriously. "I hope not."
She went on after a moment's reflection,
"I have been puzzling over the strange chance that brought you into my
life at so opportune a time."
"I came because you believed in me and because you needed me. You
believed in me because--," he paused, his blood seeming suddenly to run
faster, "because I needed you."
"You needed me?"
"Yes," he answered, "I needed you. I needed you long ago."
"But how--why?"
"To show me the joy there is in the sunlight wherever it strikes; to
take me with you into this picture."
Their eyes met.
"Have I done that?" she asked.
"Yes."
She shook her head.
"I 'm afraid not," she disclaimed, "because the joy has n't been in my
own heart."
"Nor was it in mine--then."
Her eyes turned back to his. The silver in them came to the top like
the moon reflection on dark waters through fading clouds. He was
leaning a little towards her.
"It seems to be something that we can't get alone," he explained.
"Perhaps it is," she pondered, "perhaps."
She started back a little, as one who, lost in a sunset, leans too far
over the balcony. Then she smiled. Donaldson's heart answered the
smile.
"Your coffee is cooling," she said. "May I pour you some fresh?"
He passed his cup automatically. But the act was enough to bring him
back. A moment gone the room had grown misty. Something had made his
throat ache. He felt taut with a great unexpressed yearning. He
became conscious of his breakfast again. He sipped his hot coffee.
"I suppose," he reflected, "you ought to know something about me."
"I am interested," she answered, "but I don't think it matters much."
Again he saw in her marvelous eyes that look of complete confidence
that had thrilled him first on that mad ride. Again he realized that
there is nothing finer in the world. For a moment the room swam before
him at the memory of his doom. But her calm gaze steadied him at once.
He must cling to the Now.
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