The sexagenarian; or, the recollections of a literary life (Volume 2 of 2)Beloe, William
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The sexagenarian; or, the recollections of a literary life (Volume 2 of 2)
Beloe, William
Authors, English; Beloe, William, 1756-1817; English literature -- Anecdotes
The desert of the world is decorated with the fleeting visions of a
raised and glowing fancy, while the eye rests, with unsuspicious wonder,
on the splendid prospects which the magic of early expectation calls
up on every side. Filled with that strong enthusiasm which elevates
whilst it deludes, the mind soon is taught to feel, that in the crowd
of pleasures, which court her acceptance, something is still deficient.
The finer and more exalted ideas, which stimulate incessantly to action,
are still without an object worthy of all their energy. The powers of
the soul languish, and are depressed, from the narrowness of the sphere
in which they have yet moved, the master strings of the heart are yet
untouched, the higher, stronger passions of the breast are to be rouzed
before the keenness of expectation can be gratified. The charms of
friendship, the delicate and intoxicating sensations which attend the
first delicious emotions of the tender passion, rush on the imagination
with violence, to which even the energy of youthful ambition is feeble
and impotent in comparison. It seems that but a dream of pleasure, a
prospect of bliss, has been presented to the view, which friendship and
love alone can realize and render perfect.
The enthusiast now looks eagerly around for the objects, which a heart,
yet unacquainted with the realities of things, and wound up to its
highest pitch, tells him are alone able to fill that void which still
aches within the bosom. In the moment of delusion, the connections are
formed which are to stamp existence with happiness or misery in the
extreme. A blind impulse overpowers deliberation, and the heart expands
itself for the reception of inmates, whose value it has not for a moment
paused to ascertain. The measure of happiness is now for a moment full.
The mind, conscious that the energy of sentiment no longer languishes
in inaction, feels those wishes compleated, which the vividity of
imagination had before but imperfectly suggested, and yields without
reserve to the novel emotions, which begin to make part of its existence.
On every side the heart is cheered by the smile of affection, on every
side the arms of friendship are expanded with inviting openness.
The wand of deception creates a little world around, where nothing meets
the eye but the mutual efforts of emulative exertion, and the smile of
beneficence exulting over its own work. And love! sacred love! who that
has truly felt thy first pure, and delicious influence, but learns, even
if the object be delusion, that the few moments which thy power can
confer, are of more value than whole existences unanimated by thy holy
and vital flame.
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