When Hyacinth rose the next morning, it was as though long years had
passed over her. Lady Dartelle was not unkind or ungrateful. She sent to
ask if Miss Holte was better and able to resume her work; she also
desired the housekeeper to see that the governess had all she required,
and then, thinking that she had done her duty, she forgot all about
her.
Hyacinth resumed her work, but a burning thirst was upon her--a thirst
that could not be quenched. Adrian was near her, he was under the same
roof, breathing the same air, his eyes would rest on the same scenes, he
would speak every day to the same people. A fever that nothing could
cool seemed to run riot in her veins; her heart burned, her eyes were
hot and weary with watching--a thirst, a longing, a fever, a very
madness possessed her, and she could not control it. She must see him;
she must look upon his face, even should his glance slay her--for she
had loved him so dearly, and in all her lonely life she had never loved
any one else. As flowers thirst in the sultry heat for dew, as the tired
deer longs for cooling streams, so she craved for one glance at the face
that had made all the sunshine and brightness of earth for her.
So she watched and waited. She promised herself this one short glimpse
of happiness. She would look on his face, giving full vent to all the
passionate love of her heart, and then welcome darkness, oblivion, and
death.
Once, in crossing the upper corridor, the door of the billiard-room
suddenly opened, and she heard the sound of laughter and of many voices;
his was among them--clear, rich, distinct--the old musical tone that had
so often made her heart thrill. The sound of it smote her like a deadly
blow. She shrunk back, pale with the pallor of death, faint, trembling.
"My love, my love," murmured the white lips. Hyacinth bent eagerly
forward--she would have given much to hear the sound again, but it had
ceased--the door was closed, and she went on to her room like one who
had stood outside the gates of an earthly paradise, yet knew that those
gates were never to be opened.
Her recent experiences increased the fever of her longing--a fever that
soon began to show itself in her face. She became unwontedly lovely, her
beautiful violet eyes shone with a brilliancy and light almost painful
to see, the red lips were parted as the lips of one who suffers from
intensity of pain, the white hands grew burning hot; the fever of
longing was wearing her very life away, and she thought she could still
it by one look at his face. She might as well have tried to extinguish
flame by pouring oil upon it. At last the chance she had waited and
watched for came. Veronica sent to ask her to go to her room.
"I want you to grant me a great favor," she said. "My maid is correct in
her ideas of dress, but she has no idea of flowers. I have some flowers
here, and knowing your great taste, I should be obliged to you if you
would arrange a spray for my hair."
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