"A day to myself," said the young governess, as she heard the carriage
drive away. "I have not been alone for so long, and I have so much to
think of."
A great silence had fallen over the house; there was no sound of
laughing voices, no busy tread of feet, no murmur of conversation; the
silence seemed strange after the late gayety and noise. At first a great
temptation came over her to roam through the rooms and seek out the
traces of Adrian's presence. She might see the books he had been
reading, the papers he had touched. She remembered how precious at
Bergheim everything seemed to her that he had ever used. It was a great
temptation, but she resisted it. She would not disturb the calm that had
fallen on her.
"It is of no use," she said to herself, "to open my old wounds. I will
go out, and then, if the temptation comes to me again, I cannot yield to
it. I will go down to the shore and read; there is no one to interrupt
me to-day."
She found a volume that pleased her; and then, book in hand, she walked
through the woods and down to the shore, where the restless waves were
chanting their grand old anthem. It was only the middle of April, but
the day was warm and bright; the sun shone on the blue heaving sea. She
sat down under the shelter of a huge bowlder and opened her book, but
the beautiful eyes soon wandered from the printed pages; a fairer and
far more wonderful volume lay open before her. The place where she sat
was so retired and solitary that it seemed as though she were alone in
the world. She gave herself up entirely to thought. Past and present
were all mingled in one long dream.
It was too delightful to be alone, the luxury was so great. She gave a
sigh of unutterable relief. Presently the hat she wore incommoded her;
she took it off and laid it on the sands. In removing it she disarranged
the brown plaits which Mrs. Chalmers had thought such a success. With
impatient fingers she removed them, and the graceful head appeared in
all its beauty of clustering hair--golden waves of indescribable
loveliness. She laughed as the wind played among them.
"I am my own self again," she said; "and I may be myself for a few
minutes without any one seeing me."
The wind that stirred the clustering hair had brightened her eyes and
brought the most exquisite bloom to her face.
She began to think of Adrian, and forgot all about the brown plaits; she
was living over and over again those happy days at Bergheim. She was
recalling his looks and words, every one of which was impressed on her
heart. She had forgotten even where she was; the song of the sea had
lulled her into a half-waking dream; she forgot that she was sitting
there--forgot the whole world--all save Adrian--when she was suddenly
startled by a shadow falling between herself and the sunshine, while a
voice, half frightened, half wondering, cried out, in tones she never
forgot:
"Miss Vaughan!"
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