England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"I ordered the carriage early, and it came just as you had gone out,"
explained Thomas. "Feeling well, I sent it away as I had to wait, saying
I would walk home. The pain overtook me just as I reached this spot, and
but for the bench I should have fallen. But, George, what brings _you_
here?" was the next very natural question. "You told me you were going
to the Bell?"
"So I was; so I did," said George, speaking volubly. "St. Aubyn I found
very poorly; I told him he would be best in bed, and came away. It was a
nice night; I felt inclined for a run, so I came up here to ask Verrall
what had kept him from dinner. He was sent for to London, it seems, and
the stupid servant took his apology to Ashlydyat, instead of to the
Bank."
Thomas Godolphin might well have rejoined, "If Verrall is away, where
have you stopped?" But he made no remark.
"Have they all gone?" asked George, alluding to his guests.
"They have all gone. I made it right with them respecting your absence.
My being there was almost the same thing: they appeared to regard it so.
George, I believe I must have your arm as far as the house. See what an
old man I am getting."
"Will you not rest longer? I am in no hurry, as they have left. What can
this pain be, that seems to be attacking you of late?"
"Has it never occurred to you what it may be?" quietly rejoined Thomas.
"No," replied George. But he noticed that Thomas's tone was, peculiar,
and he began to run over in his own mind all the pharmacopoeia of
ailments that flesh is heir to. "It cannot be rheumatism, Thomas?"
"It is something worse than rheumatism," said Thomas, in his serene,
ever-thoughtful way. "A short time, George, and you will be master of
Ashlydyat."
George's heart seemed to stand still, and then bound onwards in a
tumult. The words struck upon every chord of feeling he
possessed--struck from more causes than one.
"What do you mean, Thomas? What do you fear may be the matter with you?"
"Do you remember what killed our mother?"
There was a painful pause. "Oh, Thomas!"
"It is so," said Thomas, quietly.
"I hope you are mistaken! I _hope_ you are mistaken!" reiterated George.
"Have you had advice? You must have advice."
"I have had it. Snow confirms my own suspicions. I desired the truth."
"Who's Snow?" returned George, disparagingly. "Go up to London, Thomas;
consult the best man there. Or telegraph for one of them to come down to
you."
"For the satisfaction of you all, I may do so," he replied. "But it
cannot benefit me, George."
"Good Heavens, what a dreadful thing!" returned George, with feeling.
"What a blow to fall upon you!"
"You would regard it so, were it to fall upon you; and naturally. You
are young, joyous; you have your wife and child. I have none of these
attributes: and--if I had them all, we are in the hands of One who knows
what is best for us."
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