England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
George Godolphin walked away at a sober pace, reflecting on the events
of the day--of the evening. That he had been intensely surprised by the
resuscitation of Rodolf Pain was indisputable; but George had too much
care upon him to give it more than a passing thought, now that the
surprise was over. Rodolf Pain occupied a very small space in the
estimation of George Godolphin. Charlotte had just said he was a fool:
probably George shared in the opinion.
But, however much he felt inclined to dismiss the gentleman from his
mind, he could not so readily dismiss a certain revelation made by him.
That Rustin was Verrall. Whoever "Rustin" may have been, or what had
been his influence on the fortunes, good or ill, of Mr. George
Godolphin, it concerns us not very closely to inquire. That George had
had dealings with this "Rustin"--dealings which did not bear for him any
pleasant reminiscence--and that George had never in his life got to see
this Rustin, are sufficient facts for us to know. Rustin was one of
those who had contrived to ease George of a good deal of superfluous
money at odd times, leaving only trouble in its place. Many a time had
George prayed Verrall's good offices with his friend Rustin, to hold
over this bill; to renew that acceptance. Verrall had never refused, and
his sympathy with George and abuse of Rustin were great, when his
mediation proved--as was sometimes the case--unsuccessful. To hear that
this Rustin was Verrall himself, opened out a whole field of suggestive
speculation to George. Not pleasant speculation, you may be sure.
He sat himself down, in his deep thought, on that same spot where Thomas
Godolphin had sat the evening of George's dinner-party; the broken
bench, near the turnstile. Should he be able to weather the storm that
was gathering so ominously above his head? Was that demand of Lord
Averil's to-day the first rain-drop of the darkening clouds? In sanguine
moments--and most moments are sanguine to men of the light temperament
of George Godolphin--he felt not a doubt that he should weather it.
There are some men who systematically fling care and gloom from them.
They cannot look trouble steadily in the face: they glance aside from
it; they do not see it if it comes: they clothe it with the rose-hues of
hope: but look at it, they do not. Shallow and careless by nature, they
cannot feel deep sorrow themselves, or be too cautious of any wrong they
inflict on others. They may bring ruin upon the world, but they go
jauntily on their way. George had gone on in his way, in an easy,
gentlemanly sort of manner, denying himself no gratification, and giving
little heed to the day of reckoning that might come.
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