That was the secret, that the magic; it flashed vaguely for
Grainger--though by its light he saw more vividly his own errand as
ridiculous--that a life of thought, pure thought, if one could only
achieve it, was the only _safe_ life. Where, in this adjusted system of
beauty and contemplation, would his appeals find foothold?
He dashed back the crowding doubts, summoning his own crude forces.
The man who admitted them said that Mr. Palairet was in the garden, and
stepping from opened windows at the back of the house, they found
themselves on the sunny spaces of the lawn with its encompassing trees
and its wandering border of flowers.
Gavan was sitting with a book in the shade of the great yew-tree. In
summer flannels, a panama hat tilted over his eyes, he was very white,
very tenuous, very exquisite. And he was the center of it all, the
secret securely his, the magic all at his disposal.
Seeing them he rose, dropping his book into his chair, strolling over
the miraculous green to meet them, showing no haste, no hesitation, no
surprise.
“I’ve come on particular business,” Grainger said, “and I’ll stroll
about until you and Mr. Best are done with the hospital.”
Mr. Best, still with sadness in his manner, promised not to keep Mr.
Palairet long and they went inside.
Grainger was left standing under the yew-tree. He took up Gavan’s book,
while the sense of frustration, and of rebellion against it, rose in
him. The book was French and dealt with an obscure phase of Byzantine
history. Gavan’s neat notes marked passages concerning some contemporary
religious phenomena.
Grainger flung down the book, careless of crumpled leaves, and wandered
off abruptly, among the hedges and into the garden. It was a very
different garden from the old Scotch one where a sweet pensiveness
seemed always to hover and where romance whispered and beckoned. This
garden, steeped in sunlight, and where plums and pears on the hot rosy
walls shone like jewels among their crisp green leaves, was unshadowed,
unhaunted, smiling and decorous--the garden of placid wisdom and
Epicurean calm. Grainger, as he walked, felt at his heart a tug of
strange homesickness and yearning for that Northern garden, its dim
gray walls and its disheveled nooks and corners. Were they all done with
it forever?
By the time he had returned to the lawn Gavan was just emerging from the
house. They met in the shadow of the yew.
“I’m glad to see you, Grainger,” Gavan said, with a smile that struck
Grainger as faded in quality. “This place is a sort of harbor for tired
workers, you know. You should have looked me up before, or are you never
tired enough for that?”
“I don’t feel the need of harbors, yet. One never sees you in London.”
“No, the lounging life down here suits me.”
“Your little parson doesn’t see it in that light. He has been telling me
how you live up to your duties as neighbor and parishioner.”
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