Eppie from her seat at the table faced the sky, the trees, the lawn.
What a beautiful place, she was thinking. A place for life, sheltered,
embowered. How she would have loved, as a child, those delicious
rivulets of green that ran into the thick mysteries of shadow. How she
would have loved to play dolls on a hot summer afternoon in the shade of
the great yew-tree that stretched its dark branches half across the sky.
The house, the garden, made her think of children; she saw white
pinafores and golden heads glancing in and out among the trees and
shrubs, and the vision of young life, blossoming, growing in security
and sunlight, filled her thought with its pictured songs of innocence,
while, at the same time, under the vision, she was feeling it all--all
the beauty and sheltered sweetness--as dreadful in its emptiness, its
worse than emptiness: a casket holding a death’s-head. She came back
with something of a start to hear her work in the slums enthusiastically
described by Mrs. Arley. “I thought it was only in novels that children
clung to the heroine’s skirts. I never believed they clung in real life
until seeing Eppie with her ragamuffins; they adore her.”
This remark, to whose truth she assented by a vague smile, gave Eppie’s
thoughts a further push that sent them seeing herself among the golden
heads and white pinafores on the lawn at Cheylesford Lodge; and though
the vision maintained its loving aunt relationship of the slums, there
was now a throb and flutter in it, as though she held under her hand a
strange wild bird that only her own will not to look kept hidden.
These dreams were followed by a nightmare little episode.
In the library, again, the talk was still an airy dialogue, Eppie, her
eyes on the flames as she drank her coffee, still maintaining her
ruminating silence. In the midst of her thoughts and their chatter, the
door opened suddenly and Captain Palairet appeared on the threshold.
His head neatly brushed, a sumptuous dressing-gown of padded and
embroidered silk girt about him, he stood there with moist eyes and
lips, faintly and incessantly shaking through all his frame, a troubling
and startling figure.
Gavan had been wondering all through the visit how his father was
bearing the abandonment, and his appearance, he saw now, must have been
the triumphant fruit of contest with the nurse whose face of helpless
disapprobation hovered outside.
Gavan went to his side, and, leaning on his son’s arm, the captain said
that he had come to pay his respects to Mrs. Arley and to Miss Gifford.
Taking Mrs. Arley’s hand, he earnestly reiterated his pleasure in
welcoming her to his home.
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