The Shadow of the PastYoung, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
Philosophy
The Shadow of the Past
Young, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
South African War, 1899-1902 -- Fiction; Triangles (Interpersonal relations) -- Fiction
"You won't find Holman in Johannesburg," Nel assured him. "On and off
for the past three months he has been at Benfontein. He was there, I
believe, when I left. But that it seemed to me I had more responsible
work to accomplish, I would have shot him like a jackal. I don't know
what he is after at Benfontein, but I don't trust him. He has been
Krige's evil genius from the beginning. And the women... they simply
worship him. His is the hand of the friend stretched forth to deliver
them from the oppressor. As though a friendly hand was ever advanced by
a stranger nation from entirely disinterested motives! They can't see
that this so strong hand of Germany would make a tool of them."
For a while he remained without speaking, staring abstractedly ahead of
him; then with a sudden movement he looked round sharply, and added:
"They are quite sincere in desiring their country's good. That--the
good of one's country, is right in principle, only they look at it
crookedly. Botha sees straight: always he works unselfishly for his
country's welfare. That is a principle it would be well for all nations
to adopt. Good cannot come to any country through war."
He looked thoughtfully away across the sunlit glory of the gardens, in
which the vivid beauty of subtropical flowers and shrubs flourished
prodigally, and his face was sad.
"I have watched this country grow and expand," he said. "I have seen it
shrivel beneath the devastation of war, and have watched its struggle
until it blossomed forth anew. Now I see it bent and scorched before
the fires of rebellion. That is the worst event that has yet befallen.
But the land survives these things; only man, with his paltry ambitions
and his insignificant span, goes under, paying for the folly of others
with all that he has to give. It's senseless, this business of
fighting--a puerile defiance of the laws of life."
"And yet," Matheson said, "you and I are drawn into it."
Nel smiled swiftly.
"Yes; you and I are drawn in. And if we have to pay the full price we
shall consider the end worth the sacrifice. I recognise sincerity, Mr
Matheson, when I meet it. From that first morning when you visited my
rondavel I knew that we should be friends. I don't know how deeply you
are interested in South Africa, but if you live here long enough the
land will grip you."
"It grips me already," Matheson said. "I am ready to help purchase the
peace of this country without counting the cost."
Nel's eyes brightened with a sudden fire; his voice, quiet and
controlled though it was, vibrated with a ring of triumph.
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