The Shadow of the PastYoung, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
Philosophy
The Shadow of the Past
Young, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
South African War, 1899-1902 -- Fiction; Triangles (Interpersonal relations) -- Fiction
"Any one can," he asserted. "It's merely a matter of analysing
motives."
"No." She shook her head. "I know that admittedly there are two sides
to every question; but each side sees inevitably its own point of view;
occasionally one may obtain an imperfect view of the other side; but it
is given only to the largest vision to see both sides clearly. The
wider vision lights the path to a more complete understanding. I wish I
possessed it."
"Are you so sure you don't?" he asked, and took her chin between his
fingers and turned her face towards his and held it for a while. "They
see a long way, those wise brown eyes. Some one once tried to make me
see into the heart of Africa... You penetrate deeper than that--you see
into the heart of humanity; and there you have the key to everything."
Matheson did not speak of the other change in his plans which the
meeting with Nel had brought about Brenda still supposed he was going to
Johannesburg; and he allowed her to think that. But he felt some
embarrassment when she asked him to send her word of his arrival, and a
telegram to let her know when to expect him back.
"If I miss writing on my arrival," he said, and felt mean at the
equivocation, "I'll wire you news of my return. It will be such a
hurried affair, I doubt whether there will be much time for writing--and
none for receiving any reply from you. I'll get back as soon as I can."
"I'll be there at the station to meet you," she said.
"Well, of course."
He experienced a new tenderness for her, a sort of protective love,
unlike any other emotion he had felt, as he sat beside her on the tiny
ill-kept stoep and talked fragmentally of unimportant things in a
determined effort to steer wide of the tragic doings of the times, and
to avoid further discussion of his own immediate plans. It afforded him
pleasure to reflect that shortly they would be married; that when all
this business of fighting was over they would have a home of their own,
and this dear girl chum would be his wife and daily companion. He put
his arm about her shoulders with an unwonted display of affection that
caused her a thrill of shy pleasure. She never invited his caresses;
they were the more precious on account of their rareness.
"You're such a chum," he said. "I think I'm a very lucky fellow to have
secured so dear a comrade to march by my side through life."
"That's all I ask to be, your comrade through life," she said, and
looked up at him with big worshipful eyes, secure in the knowledge that
comradeship is the surest foundation upon which to base a successful
marriage. The union thus founded is more assured of continuing
happiness than a marriage between unequals as the result of physical
attraction. Passionate love has its limitations; but comradeship, which
is born of a perfect understanding, strengthens with the years.
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