The Shadow of the PastYoung, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
Philosophy
The Shadow of the Past
Young, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
South African War, 1899-1902 -- Fiction; Triangles (Interpersonal relations) -- Fiction
He saw, without appreciating in his dazed condition the significance of
the action, Holman groping upon the floor for his gun, saw him feel in
his pocket for ammunition. He was aware that the man was loading the
gun; but he paid no heed to that in the stress of emotion that gripped
him in the presence of this girl whose power over him exceeded any other
influence that had ever swayed him. He saw the blood warming the pale
face while he gazed at it with such strained and eager intensity, and
noticed the look of distressed embarrassment in her eyes, the sudden
shrinking away before his approach. There was neither dislike nor
distrust in her look, only a quick, unaccountable nervousness which he
attributed to the unexpectedness of their meeting, with its tragic and
ugly introduction.
"You shouldn't have come," she said. "You didn't come as a friend. You
thought to do him an injury... I know... You hate him because of the
letter I foolishly read to you. I made a mistake--but I thought I could
trust you."
"A damned Englishman is never to be trusted," Holman's voice broke in
raspingly behind her. "He'd sell you all... Why couldn't you blasted
English keep out of this war?" he demanded aggressively. "It's not your
quarrel. You've come in for selfish ends, and you'll get shot to pieces
for interfering when you weren't called up."
Honor turned her head suddenly at a sound from his direction. Looking
over her shoulder she saw the gun raised to his shoulder, his finger
crooked round the trigger.
"Stand aside," he commanded her roughly.
She swung round quickly and faced him, standing resolutely between him
and the man he would have shot down before her eyes.
"I will never let you do that," she said firmly. "You can only shoot
through me. We may be rebels, we aren't murderers, Heinrich."
He lowered the gun, scowling at her, and answered nothing. Matheson
laid a hand on her arm and pushed her aside. Something in the calm
proprietary tones, despite the service she had rendered him, goaded him
to fury. There was a quality in her look and manner when addressing the
German that roused him to a pitch of jealous bitterness which he was
unable to control. Still gripping her shoulder, he stared into her
eyes.
"What's he to you?" he asked harshly. "Why do you interfere? What is
this German spy to you, other than an enemy?"
"He has never been my enemy," she answered proudly. "We Dutch have the
virtue of gratitude, and he has served our cause faithfully. Be careful
how you miscall my husband to me."
For a long moment he continued to stare at her, incredulous, angry,
amazed; then he seized her left hand and raised it and saw, encircling
her finger, the plain gold band which proclaimed her married state.
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