The Shadow of the PastYoung, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
Philosophy
The Shadow of the Past
Young, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
South African War, 1899-1902 -- Fiction; Triangles (Interpersonal relations) -- Fiction
"Tell me about her... her name, and where she lives," Mrs Krige said
presently, without turning round. "You know I'm interested. I always
hoped that--that something of the sort would happen." She faced about
and came back to the bed and sat down beside it. "I wish I knew her.
Help me to know her through you... Talk to me about her. If you
describe her I shall have a picture of her in my mind."
The pleasant eyes bent upon him were so kind and inviting of confidence;
the voice, asking for details of the girl he was so soon to marry,
expressed such real sympathy and understanding, that Matheson found
himself confiding in her fully the story of his engagement and the
events which had led up to it. He painted the worth of his little
fiancee in no mean colours, and admitted his own good fortune in having
won the most priceless of all possessions, a good woman's earnest love.
But he did not speak of his own love. Possibly the mother of Honor
understood that for him the shadow of the past lay darkly yet across the
sunlit prospect of this later love, and, lingering, obscured the
brightness of the newly won happiness in the gloom of unforgettable
things. But no shadow hovers eternally in life's sky: the darkest
clouds must pass.
He told her of Brenda's home life, and touched upon the sadness of her
girlhood, and the plucky fight she was putting up when he met her.
"She's such a brave, bright little soul," he finished. "I want to make
up to her if I can for the things she's missed. I'm going to devote my
life to that end. Only sometimes I doubt..."
He broke off and moved restlessly on the pillow, and looked up to
discover the kind, comprehending eyes scrutinising him attentively, and
flushed beneath their gaze.
"She's such a capital chum," he said. "I'm not really worthy of her."
"Oh! I think she stands a fair chance of being very happy," Mrs Krige
observed with conviction. "And from what you have told me, I should say
you have been fortunate enough to discover the right woman. A big
nature and a warm heart comprise a generous dowry. I would like to meet
her."
He looked pleased.
"Yes," he said; "you would like her. Perhaps, some day--when all this
beastly fuss is over..." He put out his unhurt arm and took her hand.
"It's such a pitiful mistake," he muttered. "Why did you let him join?"
She shook her head.
"It was not my doing," she answered. "Andreas felt the call. Life
leads us whither we must go. When a person has something taken from him
which he prizes, he endeavours to recover what he has lost. That is how
it is with us."
"But it isn't any sort of use," he urged. "Besides, it is only a
nominal loss. The country belongs to the people who live in it. Ask
Herman Nel. They won't succeed, you know--Andreas, and the others."
"God knows!" she answered. "General de Wet will never rest until he has
hoisted the flag in Pretoria. They are brave men, and they have right
on their side."
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