The Shadow of the PastYoung, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
Philosophy
The Shadow of the Past
Young, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
South African War, 1899-1902 -- Fiction; Triangles (Interpersonal relations) -- Fiction
Suddenly she bent over him, her eyes alight, her face transformed with a
tender spiritual beauty that held him spellbound, breathless, drinking
in her beauty with his eyes. Leaning towards him she pressed her lips
to his.
"Something," she whispered--"not much--but something to take away, and
to keep, from me..."
CHAPTER THIRTY THREE.
The sunlight flooded the rondavel and played in a golden radiance about
Honor's figure. The gleam of it was in her hair; it shone dazzlingly on
her white dress, and sparkled with a hard brilliance on the plain gold
circlet on her finger. Matheson caught the glint of the ring, and from
that moment it seemed to him that all the light in the room became
contracted and centred in that narrow band, darting forth its refracted
rays with a fiery challenge that hurt the eyes.
He put up a hand to shut out the sinister gleam of it, and lay quiet and
in silence. Honor had risen and moved away from the bed. She stood
with her face partly averted, watching the beauty of the sunrise through
the uncurtained open window. An immense embarrassment held her, an
embarrassment that made itself felt and in which the man shared. A
sense of wrongdoing robbed them both of all pleasure in that long caress
in the dawn, when their lips had met and lingered in the first kiss they
had interchanged. He had kissed her once before on the brow; that kiss
had been one of renunciation; the kiss he had given her that morning
held the quality of passion in its eager warmth, a passion to which the
woman was not insensible, to which she had in a measure responded. It
had been the act of a moment in obedience to the impulse of the moment,
and it left them both a little overcome and excited and enormously
self-conscious.
Honor was startled. There was an expression akin to fear in the eyes
that looked out at the sunlight, a warm colour in the beautiful face as
if the rosy light in the sky had caught and flushed her cheeks. Her
breathing was hurried, and the hand hanging at her side, the hand with
its shining circlet, clenched and unclenched itself nervously. What had
she done?--she, the bride of a few weeks. It was her fault, entirely
her fault; she had always known that he loved her--had realised when she
kissed him that she was touching fire. And yet after all what harm was
there in what had passed between them? Why should she deny him that
small satisfaction? She turned impulsively towards him, and stood
transfixed, surprised and disconcerted at the sight of him lying with
his eyes shielded by his hand. Why did he lie like that? Why would he
not lode at her?
"Mr Matheson!" she said softly.
He uncovered his eyes immediately and met her inquiring gaze.
"Oh, hang it all!" he exclaimed. "Why don't you call me Guy? We've got
beyond formalities."
He turned on his elbow.
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